When Aurora Ashford moves from the UK to America, she finds herself soon stuck deep in a whirlwind of emotions. She figures our her sexuality though sweat, blood and tears and realises the true meaning of appreciation. Through copious amounts of arguments with her parents and friends, Aurora decides to disappear one day. All to be found only a couple days later by someone who she never even thought remembered her name. Will Aurora push her emotions to the side to maintain who she thinks she is? Or will she be unable to contain her true feelings?

"promise me you're not gonna tell anyone" billie lowly told me while interlocking our pinkies together. "because if you do, i'll kill you, got it?" "is that a threat?" i giggled at her. "i'm being serious" she raised her brows up and looked at me. "i will kill you" "i promise" i sighed. "don't break it" promises always get broken, don't they?

Kind of a sequel to Billie and the girl.... :)) ~third book now published~

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)

jailbird /ˈdʒeɪlbəːd/ a person who is or has been in prison, especially a criminal who has been jailed repeatedly. "I was an escaped jailbird" {lowercase intended} 🥇 in #billie 4/11/21 🥇 in #billieeilishfanfic 11/11/21 🥇 in #blohsh 11/12/21

In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell. Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world. Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way- That is, until she meets Leilani. The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried. Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...

Everyone says high school is hell. For Riley, it started with a girl named Billie. When Riley is assigned to help the new girl at school, she doesn't expect much. Billie is quiet, strange, always scribbling in that journal she won't let anyone touch. But something about her-her sharp wit, her soft voice, her secrets-draws Riley in. As they spend time together on a class project, Riley starts to uncover the shadows Billie hides behind her silence. Nightmares. Disappearances. Cold, dead stares. Still, Riley can't walk away-not when Billie starts to trust her. Not when Riley starts to care more than she should. But everything unravels when a terrifying event exposes the truth about Billie's mental health. As reality blurs and rumors burn through the halls of their school, Riley is left with one question: If she keeps loving Billie through all of it-will she survive it herself? ••• • #2 in comeoutandplay on 8.28.25

*sequel to delinquent* most people would take one look at billie o'connell and instantly shake their heads. they would glare at her colored hair, baggy clothes and diamond grillz with disgust. everyone believed she was nothing but trouble. billie believed them too. that was until she stumbled into madelyn. madelyn saw great things in her. things no one else did. she was billie's breath of fresh air. after billie ended up risking her life for madelyn, everything spiraled. billie was back to square one; depressed and misunderstood. will their rocky relationship last? {lowercase intended} {unedited}

lowercase intended

tran•quil tranquil: free from disturbance; calm "you make me feel tranquil" she whispered while tracing small patterns on my arm. "i'm not trouble anymore" i told her quietly. "all this just for you jay" maybe they were soulmates... SEQUEL to 'trouble'