He was there. He was making me crazy every time he was around. That night was probably the worst of all in my entire life. I met the real monster, the one i fell in love with. Well at least i thought he was a monster. I am Lilly, "No one will hurt you, as long as i breathe" he would whisper in my ear, after he did it himself. My mind was only about him. Him, him and him only. I hated Bill Kaulitz. I really did. But his attractive look, the movement of his body, the way he looked at me, his voice, made me loose control over my own mind and i hated myself for that. He ruined my life and there was no chance to make it different. "As long as you don't understand that you are mine, i won't stop". He was dangerous and i clearly knew that, but what can i do - 20 years old woman trying to escape from the real devil, but at the same time having feelings for him. He would torture, humiliate and even kill innocent people just for entertainment. He was sick for enjoying seeing people suffer. "You and me till the end of the world". Trigger warning: Some scenes might contain murder, blood, sex scenes, cursing, suicide attempts. Please understand that this book is not based on ANY real actions and the characters in the book are NOT real. I wrote this for "fun". Sorry if there are any grammar or vocabulary mistakes, English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy :) I do not own Tokio Hotel or any of the names in the story, only the script and the characters are original by me. This book is kinda inspired my "My living nightmare" by winternightz. If there are any similar quotes/ situations, it is probably by accident, thanks. © darkshadowsz I am darkshadowsz and i am new to writing books on wattpad. This is my first book ever and i hope its well written and interesting. No hate towards any of the TH members, this book is also inspired by some of their music and videos.

Tom and Jo have been best friends for so long it seems like a lifetime, but how can you turn friends into lovers? Maybe Tom is ready for the commitment, but what if now it's not him the one with doubts? It takes hard work to stay together, or a lot of courage to accept that sometimes...it just doesn't work. *Sequel to "Who are you now?"* *Prequel of "Can you hear me calling?*