victurdfuentits
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"I knew he didn't love me but I adored him anyway and I knew loving him was just punishing myself, but at this point I'd stopped caring.
It was love, what could I do? It was not like walking or running or swimming or drowning.
It was like breathing and blinking and thinking and feeling.
It wasn't a choice.
Love is not a choice.
And even if it was, even if I was allowed to choose who I could love in this world, I would have still picked him above everyone else to love."