This is me. Caitlyn Carter. some would say I'm boring. some would say I'm normal. but I consider myself special. but there is one thing that bothers me about being special. its a secret. this is my diary. there are lots of personal things in here that I wouldn't want anyone to know about. one of those things are my life story. now if you have met me before and are a close friend of mine, you would know my life is anything but normal. but I think I can trust you. so if you like that sort of 'life story' sappy stuff then stop reading now. because it only gets worse from here...

We all make mistakes, that's something Troye Sivan knows all about. He knows about the regret and worry that grips you for months afterwards. He also knows that he made the biggest mistake of his life, and lost the love of his life as a consequence. Tyler Oakley. What he doesn't know is that he hasn't really lost him, that somewhere beneath the hate and betrayal, his Tilly still loves him. But, Tyler Oakley also made a mistake that night, something he has been trying to forget. And to make matters worse, he still hasn't forgotten his Troye, the one boy who stole his heart. A story of complicated love, making mistakes and finally forgiving one another, and yourselves. WARNING: slight triggering content. If you are experiencing depression or you are/have self harmed, please take caution when reading this. Some content may be triggering. Not any serious smut. Some sexual references.

"You save yourself or you remain unsaved." - Alice Sebold. °°° Florence Rosa Brine - this is her story. It's a sad one, to be honest. Her version of events is one that would surprise even those who think they knew everything about her. After a series of incidents that had emotionally and physically scarred her, Flo fled from her hometown to live with her father in Australia and changed everything about herself that made her, her. But when she realises that the only way forward is to face her demons head on, she returns to her hometown to do exactly that. In her return, she has to face Jake; the only boy she's ever loved. Yet the thing that stands out the most to Flo is his transformation. He spends most of his hours in the gym, boxing, weightlifting, boxing, and more boxing. Instantly, Flo notices that he's become quieter, fiercer and strangely distant, but she has no idea of what is going on in his head. After all, he's Jake. And no one knows a thing about Jake. While facing her fears head on, she discovers what the true meaning of love is, and how she can finally move on from her past and save herself.

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When Reece Macpherson was thirteen, she fell in love. Not with someone her own age but with her oldest brother's best friend, Kane Jackson, who was four years older than her. But this wasn't just a one-sided thing. He loved her, too. At least that's what she thought. Now four years later, Reece is 'little miss player' at school, going out with two or three different boys every week. She was just looking to have fun and not commitment. Ever since Kane broke her heart and moved all the way across the country to go to college and play basketball, Reece had never thought that love could be real. Reece never expected to see Kane again...until she walked into class after Christmas break of her senior year and found out that he was her new teacher and boys' basketball coach! But teaching isn't the only reason why Kane came back... And he's keeping a bigger secret than even Reece could have imagined.

Ian Macpherson and Charlotte (or Charlie, as Ian calls her) Henry had been the best of friends since either could remember. But when Charlotte's mother dies of cancer when she was thirteen, Charlotte goes into a depression that even Ian can't help her out of and pushed them farther and farther apart. Charlotte's depression caused her to gain weight and become the laughing stock of the school. Even her best friend Ian turned on her. But that's when Charlotte moved away to England because of her father's job. Now it's both Ian and Charlotte's senior year and everything is about to change for them both. Ian became the hot player that any girl would happily be with. He never thought he'd see Charlotte again since she'd moved to England. But now she's back and looking totally different. Charlotte still can't forget what Ian and his friends did to her before she left for England. But when they meet again, Charlotte can't help but have her feelings for Ian come flooding back to her. And maybe, just maybe, Ian will let himself feel what he'd hidden from her forever.