"Ashton!" A familiar voice called. Ashton turned, looking at the blue eyed boy. "I've got this friend," he whispered, looking around. "Who's crazy about you." It might be nothing, but he's right in front of you. ( punk Luke & innocent Ashton ) ( side larry and malum )

In which, Luke's not a very good son LASHTON HEMWIN CAKE HOODINGS ASDFLKJHG5SOS 2014 german translation: @harryinlove spanish translation: @I_am_a_pony french translation: @-MALUMMUKE- russian translation: @-totenlukey polish translation: @hotxluke portuguese translation: @momstylinson

"he only comes outside when it rains."

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

short dialogue between the two lovers and a bumpy road.

"What would you do if I jumped off this bridge, right in front of your eyes?" "I'd jump with you." ***(Ok I wrote this a while ago and it's so bad bUT ENJOY)***

Luke Hemmings is sick. He is really sick. He was born with a heart mistake. When he turns 17 he needs a new heart. Without it he has only 3 more months to live. And he tries to make the last 3 months of his life the best time ever.

sequel to 'my four word hell' where luke is glad to be back at the asylum, and they throw him a curveball; ashton.

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.