"It's funny, really, how in the midst of torturous pain, immense suffering, and looming dread, everything seems to disappear around you. Emotions flea, pain evaporates, and you're left to feel nothing. You don't protest; there's nothing you can do. You just lay there and allow whatever it is to keep doing it, to keep harrowing you. You don't become wracked with sobs; you don't cry out for help; you don't push, shove, or shriek. There's no one to save you. You lay there motionless, almost as if you were in a deep unconscious sleep. Because feeling nothing, is better than feeling something of weary misery and hopelessness. Feeling nothing in the midst of pain was doable; it was tolerable. It's odd, really, that you feel nothing when you are fitfully defeated because it is better than feeling the insufferable pain which insinuates that of a broken soul."

'he was my razor blade' 'she was my drug' they were the solution to each other's problems. h.s fanfic.

"Why do you want to die?" "Because I'd be stupid to live."

When Nicole Grace has this "Perfect" life and one choice makes it turn into the "Worst" life ever. Will she fall for her bully? Or Will she take every thing to the next level? (Matthew Espinosa fan fic) MAYBE ....

Karmen is a logical and realistic (closet) lesbian with no hope of the reciprocation of the feelings she has for her best friend, Shara. Shara is also a (closet) lesbian, who has a tendency to let her heart win every battle. And as it would turn out, she also holds strong feelings for Karmen. Just as they gather the courage to face their feelings together, Shara's foul but sensitive cousin Brittany comes to stay. And best of all, Britt is harboring a dirty secret; one that could be fatal.