"though until now, i don't know if i am still in love with you or i'm inlove with the thought of loving you." i hear the rain pour outside as i stare at your cold and questionable eyes. i still wonder how i managed to survive a storm for the sake of our non-existent love and how our feelings mizzled into plain silence- 雨は降っている. • ♡#274 in school romance

nonentity, a fallen mirage - a prism that escaped my grasp- 親友愛する。 "is he your lover?" "no, i'm his bestfriend." short story written through poetry.

growing merriment covered with menlancholic petals and every entry is a different dreary flower - わびしい花 。 『 a collection of poems 。』 【 warning: some poems can be sad 】 started: december 24, 2015 finished: ☆ highest rank in poetry ∥ #645 ∥ 《 #89 - expression 》

❝ The only difference of the song I'm singing is that I never held your hand in such a way. ❞ 。 ever had that one classmate that would always ask for paper, even though he'd say a lie such as, ❝ i promise to buy tomorrow ❞ ? now, imagine that person, being your seat mate for the rest of the school year and being your housemate after fun, right? ❛ fun. ❜ ➖ ©︎ asdomony 2017 highest ranking: #80 in seventeen thank you so much I'm going crazy I- ;-;