" once a fucked up life, always a fucked up life" - jung hoseok. Warning!! This story contains a lot of depressing/ triggering topics such as abuse, self harm, and suicide. Don't read if you cant handle this kind of material. 18,264 words

min yoongi, the young, innocent boy. who knows what secrets he hides beneath his long sleeves...?

Jungkook is a funny, happy-go-lucky guy, on the outside at least. In reality he uses a fake, fun persona to cover up his secret depression and self-harm. He does everything he can to keep up his facade, some people might even call him paranoid, but he can't let anyone find out. Unfortunately, despite his efforts, someone does. Not just anyone, but his closest friend in the band, Jimin. Read to find out what will happen when jungkook secret gets found out. (Btw idk if that sounded pretentious, but I want it to sound cool so plz read thank u) edited by @stxrry_kook (major thx!!) 18,787 words

𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑎𝑡 𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑. ... 𝑇𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔! 𝐴𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝐴𝑂𝟥 & 𝐴𝐹𝐹

trigger warnings: -mentions of self harm -mentions of death -suicide intentions If there is anything I haven't listed I apologize.

Jungkook, Maknae of BTS, was always happy and perfectly fine. Never seemed to be bothered by anything and never the one to give up anything. At least that is what he wants everyone to think. But truth be told: he was not ok. Not after what has been going on. Not after all the time he has spent alone. Not after he broke into a million tiny pieces. _______________________________ This Story is completely fictional. Anything that is happening in here does not involve any real happenings. Do not harass anyone for anything happening and written in this book. ❗️This book can trigger, please read at own risk. ❗️Angst involved. I Do Not get paid in any way but through your love ♥ Started: 05/13/18 Completed: - © Storyline by @ahlpa_wp © Story Cover by @ahlpa_wp !Do not plagiarize! #1 suicidalthoughts [111518] #1 lonely [112318] #1 jungkookcentric [120318] #1 anxietydisorder [041819]

Jungkook is one of the BTS member, exactly.. maknae. He is a happy teenager with the great future and high grades or everyone through it is like that. But truth is... he hides everything behind the mask. No one know what Jungkook really feels. Will his hyungs find out the truth....? Or it will be too late...? WARNING!! ~self-harm ~ depression ~ suicide ~ suicidal thoughts ~abuse ~eating disorder/anorexia ~rape (maybe. Idk)

Why can't I live a day without making a mistake. "Mistakes are bound to make mistakes." BTS X Yoongi FF > Smut: no, sorry. > Fluff: a little. > Angst: yes. ------------------ DISCLAIMERS AND WARNINGS: This book is all fiction. No part of this story does actually happened in real life. Idols portrayed in this book do not act like this in public and, we do not know them personally or know what is happening in their personal lives. Thank you for reading this. CONTAINS: SELF-HARM SELF DEPRECATION DEHUMANIZATION SUICIDAL THOUGHTS VIOLENCE BLOOD BODY SHAMING BULLYING If you're effected or triggered by any of the things above, please do not read. -------------------------

Jungkook has always been happy, smiling at every fan meet and TV show. Loved by his hyungs and fans, he couldn't be better. But, what happens when the CEO of the company tells him that he needs to make some changes? Will he still be able to smile? Warning: This story contains self harm, eating disorders, and other elements which may be uncomfortable for the reader. Read at your own risk. Thank you.

Yoongi is in a group called bts. He seems happy, he has everything he could ever want, and the members are as close as family, loving and caring for him. Aren't they? warnings Self-harm abuse Depression Suicidal thoughts Anorexia