"Secrets don't die with the ones who keep them. They haunt the living until they're forced into the light..." Aminah ~ Grief has a way of staining everything-your memories, your heart, your sanity. Losing Hailee shattered me, but what came after burned me alive. The deceptions, the cracks in trust, the love that lingers in my heart even when I want to rip it out. Alex is the spark that threatens to ignite what's left of me. Her presence feels like treason, a dangerous temptation I can't afford. And Devyn? She's the ghost of my past and the storm of my present. I loved her once-maybe I still do-but love isn't enough when the truth tastes like ash. This is my life now, balancing on the edge of a knife, torn between uncovering the secrets that will certainly destroy me and holding on to what little remains. They say the truth sets you free. But they never warm you of the costs.

**UNEDITED, Original Version Two women look to online dating as a way to fill the void they're both missing...love. The only difference is one is a successful fashion designer while the other is struggling to raise her younger brother after the death of her parents. Their paths cross and their unexpected relationship grows into something neither of them would've ever seen coming. Warning: This book contains explicit language, drug use, and sexual situations. Some of these may be triggering for readers.

(GXG)"Tell me what you want me to do to you. It's just a bit of role play" I decided to play along "I want you to eat me out" I whispered and she said "I couldn't hear you" my face turned red "I can't-" she pecked me and went to my ear. "I want to finger you until you squirt." She blew on my ear and I gasped and pulled back "Max!" That gave me chills. "What, I'm just being honest. I have long fingers" -------- Amy is nice, straight girl that constantly gets her heartbroken. She has a sister who despises her and a boyfriend who can't stay loyal if she paid him to. Max is a gay teen model with a face that is made by the gods and a body that it lean and beautiful. She has a beautiful house, nice cars, a great job. She has everything except for parents that give her the time of day. After one bad morning these two meet and will they be able make something work? Read to find out!