Haunted by strange dreams, Hongjoong begins to question the blurry line between right and wrong. Seonghwa has the perfect life, but yearns for a muse other than his provocative boyfriend. Unfortunately, these troubled men find each other before they find themselves.

ennui: a feeling of listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from a lack of occupation or excitement. Seonghwa has been in a committed relationship with his high school sweetheart for five years now. What happens when he meets his boyfriends colleague, Kim Hongjoong? Well, simply put, his whole world is turned upside down. ↱a story about self discovery, self worth, and self growth↲

After losing the love of his life three years ago, Hongjoong vows to honor Seongie's memory by becoming a nurse, caring for the sick and elderly. Jaded by the tragic past, he resigns himself to a quiet life without attachment. Seonghwa was an extravagant playboy trying to live up to his father's expectations until a car accident ripped his life apart. Now he's confined to a wheelchair and numb to his existence. Hongjoong never expected to see Seongie's face again, especially reflected on his newest patient, and Seonghwa never expected to regain the feeling in his cold heart.

finding your first love is never easy. especially when you fall in love with another boy. (ages will be inaccurate for the purpose of the plot)