My world was perfect and everything was going as planned. Four beautiful children, a successful job and a country home by the ocean. Everything came to a sudden halt when my beautiful vivacious 15 year old son Lucas was thrown from a speeding car at high speed killing him within 1 hour. The driver survived with non life threatening injuries but what we were dealt with was more than I could ever dream of handling. A real nightmare was at hand and I had to learn how to live in hell. Hope came in many forms which will be described in this true story of agony vs survival.....