Musik dröhnte durch die Boxen meines geliebten Autos, als ich auf den Walmart Parkplatz fuhr. Bevor ich es wagte auszusteigen, durchkramte ich die Mittelkonsole nach einer meiner Sonnenbrillen, doch die leuchtende Neon-Schrift der Reklametafeln blendete unverschämt meine Sicht. Zugegeben, es war vielleicht nicht eine meiner brillantesten Ideen, mich in meinem nicht sehr unauffälligem Dodge Challenger, in die Öffentlichkeit zu trauen. Um wenigstens ein kleines bisschen unauffälliger zu wirken hatte ich die Kapuze meines viel zu großen Hoodies über den Kopf gezogen, welche nun meinen grünen Ansatz erfolgreich zu verdecken schien. Super! Jetzt sah ich aus wie eine Verrückte! Der einzige verdammte Grund weshalb ich überhaupt hergefahren war, war um das mysteriöse Mädchen wiederzusehen. Oft hatte ich sie durch die einsamen Regale wandern sehen, während sie wahllos alles mögliche in ihren Einkaufskorb schmiss, darunter natürlich auch Takis welche ich ihr empfohlen hatte, als wir uns das letzte Mal begegnet waren. Ich mochte sie! Um genauer zu sein genoss ich unsere beiläufigen Plausche an der Kasse, und vorallem, dass sie keine Ahnung zu haben schien wer ich war, oder naja, zumindest ließ sie sich nichts dergleichen anmerken. --------------------------- In Billies Leben läuft nichts so wie geplant! Vor fünf Jahren hätte sie sich nur im Traum vorstellen können, einmal in riesigen Arenen zu singen. Doch Berühmtheit, der ständige Trubel um ihre Person und der Ruhm haben auch ihre Schattenseiten.

third installment to 'wish you were gay' and 'made for you' will billie and leilani be able to manage what life throws at them after they are separated again?

i caught a glimpse of a girl that lived there and i haven't stopped thinking about her since. she was so beautiful with her blue hair and blue eyes. lowercase intended. finished i don't always proofread, i apologize. past rankings: #2 on #billieeilish #5 on #billieeilish

•ice-cold /ˌʌɪsˈkəʊld/ 2. unemotional or dispassionate; unfeeling. "she is the epitome of ice-cold judgement" "𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡 '𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬." *in which two polar opposites fall in love.* #1 - billieeilish [05/03/2020] #2 - gxg [27/03/2020] #1 - bil [15/02/2020] #1 - boardingschool [18/04/2020] Billie Eilish AU READ THA MUTHERFUCKIN TAGS BITCH ᯽ this is completely fictional and made up from my own imagination, none of it is real. ᯽ {COMPLETED 1st MARCH 2020}

"why can't I just have her to myself? It's me against her millions of fans," - -

↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of societal norms. The weeks proceed and the former tension dissipates when an unforeseen diagnosis throws the 16-year-old's family into great turmoil. Will she be able to cope with the situation with the help of Billie? Will she find enough trust in her to make veiled references about her critical past? And most importantly, how soon will they discern that their feelings could be more than just those of a regular friendship? 𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗼 - 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 gxg high school romance | trigger warnings mentioned in '000' achieved: #1 in teenissues 03/14/21 #1 in problematic 03/15/21 #1 in awareness 03/17/21 #2 in lesbian 05/21/21 #1 in lgbt 05/22/21 #1 in mental 08/29/22 #1 in illness 05/05/23 100k reads - 12/23/21 200k reads - 03/21/23 300k reads - 10/13/24

sequel to 'wish you were gay' - leilani and billie reunite. but with their current lovers in the way, will their affection for one another ever return?

"I never really fit in, I was always different". After Billie had spent her whole life being homeschooled it was finally time for high school and mom thought it was time to go to school.

"god, i'm so glad i picked up his call." achieved: #1 in #billieeilish #1 in #billie #1 in #eilish #1 in #billieeilishfanfic #1 in #fic #1 in #wlw #3 in #fanfic #1 in #bisexual #2 in #fiction #8 in #fanfiction

"and billie, i'm not like you. who would want to be?" lowercase intended ava is a straight A student, very introverted, and doesn't like to any sorts of drama. her sister and her bestfriend is all she has. ava has encountered the new girl, billie, and billie has set her eyes on her and would let no one in the way of that. but with all of billies baggage and her gang affiliated lifestyle, be too much for ava?