after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners

Dazai Osamu does everything just to meet his parents' expectations Then Nakahara Chuuya turns his whole life around. ---- Soukoku high school AU A few warnings: In short, sensitive topics -Depression, suicidal thoughts -Underage smoking and drinking -Swearing -Eventual smut -Psychological abuse [^how to not treat your child 101 with dazai's parents] I do NOT own nor claim to own: -The characters -The cover art -Bungou Stray Dogs This is just a fanfiction

Dazai tries to commit suicide by jumping off of the Port Mafia headquarters building... but then a certain redhead from his past saves him. Will the two former partners in crime be able to reconnect, or will one's inability to love others and the others' inability to love himself get in the way? This fic will include some other ships like Shin Soukoku, Ranpoe, and Gin & Higuchi Note: Cover art is not mine, I found it on pinterest. All characters belong to Kafka Asagiri, author of Bungo Stray Dogs (except for any ocs)

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢'𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐌𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚, 𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞.

»ᴡʜᴏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?« »ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ! ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴜs!« »ᴀs sᴏᴏɴ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇғᴛ ɪ ᴛʜʀᴇᴡ ᴀ ʜᴜɢᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴛʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴇʟᴇʙʀᴀᴛᴇ.« »ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ. ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅɪᴅ.« ⚠️ᴛᴡ: sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ, sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ, ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ, ɢᴜɴs, ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴄᴇ⚠️ //SPOILERS FOR THE ORIGINAL BSD STORY//

Mori decides to send Soukoku to infiltrate UA. (And maybe finally get his ship together.)

"Since how many days you haven't slept , chuuya ?" "That's none of your concerns, dazai!!"

"You used Corruption, believing in me? How beautiful." "Yeah, I did. I believed in your disgusting vitality and craftiness." "That was a somewhat violent way of waking Snow White." "You're the one who hid an antidote in your mouth, knowing I'd punch you." • A collection of (almost) all of the Soukoku (Dazai × Chuuya) oneshots I have written. The length of these oneshots will not be consistent. I don't beta read most of these so please forgive any errors I make. Occasionally, a oneshot may contain NSFW content. However, for the most part, these are SFW (especially the first 100 oneshots), although there may be some suggestive/R-15 content that possibly toes the line. There will of course be swears, too. These are of course not spoiler-free, either, so be warned. There also may be self harm/suicide attempts/death; Dazai is his own warning. I also believe in the unpopular headcanon that is top!Chuuya, so Chuuya will more often be the initiator/dom in the oneshots than Dazai. I will gladly take fic requests or prompts as well. Feel free to give me any kind that you desire (although I may reject it IF I'm not comfortable writing it). Highest rankings: #1 in dachuu #1 in doubleblack #1 in nakaharachuuya #2 in osamudazai #3 in soukoku I hope you all enjoy my oneshots. Cover artwork by me.

"Happy birthday Daza- What the fuck?! What the hell is a Port Mafia member doing here Dazai!" Or slight AU where the ADA doesn't know that Dazai used to work for the Port Mafia and they happen to break into Dazai's apartment to see a certain executive drinking wine... - Imported from my ao3