anxious boys series #3

a bl story. We always hear the point of view of the ones left behind, but we never really consider the pain of the ones who left. Sometimes, other people had to leave not just because they lost the spark, or it didn't feel right anymore - but because they knew better that in order to grow, they both have to grow apart. Are leavers still lovers?

anxious boys series #2

(Game Series # 9) Mauro Eugenio dela Rama's life revolved around school and work. At times, he felt like drowning pero hindi siya pwedeng magreklamo kasi pinili niya naman 'yon. For him, he'd rather be exhausted with his 9 to 5 and 5 to 9 kaysa humingi ng pambayad ng tuition sa tatay niya. He was doing fine kahit nahihirapan siya. Akala niya hindi niya kailangan ng tulong... Then he met Atty. Achilles V. Marroquin. Mauro thought that he was just being nice to him dahil abogado na 'to ay siya ay 'di hamak na struggling law student lamang. Kahit nahihiya siya, humingi siya ng tulong dito. Kakapalan niya na ang mukha niya kaysa bumagsak siya sa subjects niya. He thought he was just being regular nice to him... hanggang isang araw ay napapatanong na lang siya sa sarili niya kung normal pa ba 'to o nilalandi ba siya ng abogadong 'to?

A love letter, a confession, and a blossoming heart. I got nothing to lose, only my heart to break.

LAW SCHOOL SERIES 1 - Clay sings his heart deeply with honesty despite its brokenness. But the cracks inside didn't stop him from expressing himself. Burying his past, he carries on with his present- parties and clubbing with his fair weather friends, sober concerts and busking, dates and hookups with men, name it all. As law school shook up his life, men became his earthquakes. He knows that he is not made for loving even if he longs for it, so he allows himself high from every euphoric romance he encounters, dreaming of his fantasies. Yet this long daydreaming ended when he finally meets the man willing to clean the toxins of his life. Rhythms of Laws is the heartbeat of Clay, singing his pain and healing inside law school. Even Clay himself wouldn't have thought that there is beauty from the harmony of his agony. Rhythms of Laws - Law School Series 1 (Ongoing Revision)

Si Yazid Leroy Egamino ay isang piyanista na buong puso kung tumugtog para sa kanyang banda na itinuturing na niyang pamilya. Namumuhay siya nang masaya at may tiwala sa lahat, naniniwala na ang pag-ibig at pagkakaibigan ay dapat laging tapat. Kontento na sana si Yael sa buhay niya, hanggang sa makilala niya si Sergius Elron Paradillo. Isang misteryosong lalaki mula sa bundok na may matatalas na tingin at pusong mailap, unti-unting niyanig ni Sergo ang mundo ni Yael. Sa kabila ng pader na nakapaligid sa lalaki, hindi napigilan ni Yael ang kanyang sarili na mahulog sa mapanlinlang nitong alindog. Ngunit sa likod ng bawat ngiti at sulyap, isang masakit na katotohanan ang nagtatago sa ilalim: pandaraya, manipulasyon, at pagtataksil. Ang pag-ibig na akala ni Yael ay totoo, unti-unting naglaho at naiwang hungkag. Ang dating magandang harmoniya ng kanilang pagsasama ay naging isang mapait na himig ng kabiguan. Napilitan si Yael na harapin ang katas na ang lahat ng naramdaman niya ay isa lang palang maling akala. Sa gitna ng sakit, kailangang mahanap ni Yael ang lakas para bumitaw. Sa pag-iisa niya, susubukan niyang mahanap muli ang sarili, nasasaktan man, pero dahan-dahang naghihilom.

yolo and trev

[COMPLETED | July 17, 2023] - EDITED!!! Genre: Mystery-Fantasy, BL, Drama Rated M (Mature) As an introvertive guy who lived all his life in the city, Vian knew nothing about the serenity nature has to offer. He never really walked out of his ring of comfort 'til his father decided to send him off to province. Kung siya ang tatanungin, iisang salita lang ang magagamit niya para ilarawan ang probinsiya: BORING. That is until he got lost in the woods and met Euthymios. What started as a harmless encounter turned into something interesting for Vian. He never imagined that a random guy will become the key for him to discover something bizarre in the province. When the trees started whistling to him day by day, he just can't help not see Euthymios. Sa paglipas ng panahon ay siyang pagliit din ng oras na magkakasama sila. And the only thing he wishes for before leaving is to understand what the trees kept whispering.