This book contains mentions and details of: Suicidal Tendencies, Depression, Selfharm, Anxiety.

WHY IS IT SO BAD, WHEN IT FEELS SO GOOD? Nala was a...controversial girl in Los Angeles High School, to say the least. She was loved by half of the school and hated by the other half, the halfs being the students and the school administrators. When Nala learned that a new teacher will be joining them she expected the teacher to hate her right away, but when she first laid eyes on Ms O'Connell she hoped that it wouldn't happen.

"shut up with that!" billie said as she laughed loudly. "i dunno, bil... i'm just saying, i have a feeling that we're destined to fall in love." i shrugged with a lazy smile. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 10/22/2021 ended: 11/30/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #billie 5/2/2022 🏅 #4 in #billieeilish 11/22/2021 🏅 #6 in #lesbian 10/29/2021 🏅 #10 in #lgbt 10/30/2021 🏅 #10 in #lgbtq 10/30/2021 🏅 #13 in #girlxgirl 10/30/2021

Elani was standing on a ledge. She knew within herself that nothing and no one could stop her from a decision she had already made; no one could prevent what would happen next... Until someone did. ⊹ ࣪ ˖ "𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 5 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘢 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘴 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘴𝘦, 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘦'𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘮," 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘴, 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳. "𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵." "𝘉𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘦..." "𝘍𝘶𝘤𝘬, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺. 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵." ⊹ ࣪ ˖ #1 in SINGER #1 in BE #2 in BILLIEEILISH

They were best friends. Until one night at Coachella changed everything. Dahlia never meant to fall for Billie Eilish. It started as late-night calls, inside jokes, and the kind of closeness that made everyone else feel like background noise. But at Coachella-under neon skies and a heartbeat of music-Billie kissed her. And Dahlia kissed her back. It should've meant something. But Billie still had a girlfriend. And Dahlia? She was left with questions Billie wouldn't answer. This book has moonlit concerts, stolen glances, and the ache of loving someone who can't love you back-until they finally do. ‼️There is NO SMUT‼️ (This is my first story- and it sucks. I'm writing more stories that are WAY better. But this story is still kinda good- just wonky. There is no smut in this story but I've got other stories that do- so follow me to read those)

december, a new upcoming artist, finds out she's the opening act for billie eilish during her 'happier than ever' tour. she's so excited, practicing non stop and playing billie's song on repeat. when she steps on the flight the first night and finally meets the famous 'billie eilish', december finds out billie is nothing like she seems. she's horrible. and december learns why more and more people hate billie eilish. because eventually december hates her too.

pov; you're the daughter of billie eilish // first few chapters are shitty so be patient thanks #1 FINNEAS - {31st January 2022} #1 OCONNELL - {13th February 2022}

𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐜 --𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐫, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞 @𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 . --𝐎𝐑 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨. 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐧. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 𝟐/𝟎𝟖/𝟐𝟒

mazzie rowan never wanted to go to that party. she wasn't the type-more of an observer than the center of attention. but one wrong drink, one near-mistake, and one cold, magnetic stranger changed everything. billie was supposed to be someone to avoid-dangerous, untouchable, the kind of girl people whispered about. instead, she became the one person mazzie couldn't shake. pulled into billie's world of sharp edges, secrets, and heat that burned too close, mazzie finds herself caught between resistance and surrender. what begins as tension spirals into something deeper, something darker, and something neither of them can control. love, lust, and conflict blur together, and soon mazzie has to decide: is billie her downfall... or the only person who truly sees her?

still working on it, give me a sec.⏱️