i seem weak because i want to

(COMPLETED) sequel to "7 days in limbo" - spoilers in description Mara and Billie, while on tour in Europe, learn a lot can go wrong in just 8 nights. Mara is having trouble with adjusting to life on the road. Meanwhile Billie struggles to understand her feelings and what they mean for her. Their relationship is put to the test when Mara gets dragged into a world of crime and secrecy. The nights that follow are hell for both of them. #bottombillie

(COMPLETED) Mara, intern at a venue in London, learns a lot can change in just 7 days. Mara is used to crossing paths with bands and musicians. What she is not used to however, is being involved in an accident with an artist after a show. Especially if that artist is Billie Eilish. Mara has been avoiding it all her life but by the end of the week she is forced to make a tough choice. #bottombillie achieved: #1 billieeilish #27 fanfiction #4 gxg #2 in wlw #1 in billie #1 in eilish #1 fanficromance #1 in limbo

"Didn't you know? She murdered both her parents." Gemma is rumoured to believe she murdered both her parents. Nobody dares to talk to her, instead, they flee like they've seen a ghost when she walks through the hallways. What happens when Gemma finds herself staring at the girl from across the classroom with striking blue hair and blue eyes? Billie is not famous in this book. 7 in #billieeilish 1 in #billie 1 in #eilish 2 in #bils

Spencer is a seventeen year old girl who's been in the foster care system since she was young. She's used to being moved around from home to home but didn't expect to fall in love with her foster sister who just so happens to be Billie Eilish. How will Billie and Spencer deal with the situation of being foster sisters infatuated with each other? ****this book is old and shitty, there's your warning***** -gxg -Yes there's smut Trigger Warnings- (They will also be put at the beginning of each chapter) -Rape -Depression -Self harm Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fostersister 🥇 in #eyes 🥇 in #billiesmut

"Loneliness is a state of mind, sometimes it's not about how many people you're around." Ivy meets Billie at a meet & greet and receives a dm from Billie that evening. Ivy struggles with self harm and depression, but later becomes addict to Billie rather then hurting herself. Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fanfic 🥇 in #fanfiction

how could this be a love story?

"did you think I was fucking kidding when I said I'd do anything for you?" READ "ICE COLD | billie eilish" FIRST! THIS IS A SEQUEL. Billie Eilish AU ᯽ this is completely fictional and made up from my own imagination, none of it is real. ᯽ {STARTED 12th AUGUST 2021} ongoing.

•ice-cold /ˌʌɪsˈkəʊld/ 2. unemotional or dispassionate; unfeeling. "she is the epitome of ice-cold judgement" "𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡 '𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬." *in which two polar opposites fall in love.* #1 - billieeilish [05/03/2020] #2 - gxg [27/03/2020] #1 - bil [15/02/2020] #1 - boardingschool [18/04/2020] Billie Eilish AU READ THA MUTHERFUCKIN TAGS BITCH ᯽ this is completely fictional and made up from my own imagination, none of it is real. ᯽ {COMPLETED 1st MARCH 2020}

no matter how happy she wanted to be. no matter how happy she felt. the voice was always there in the back of her head. this short book has many triggers, read at your own safety.