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8 nights in hell [Billie Eilish]

(COMPLETED) sequel to "7 days in limbo" - spoilers in description Mara and Billie, while on tour in Europe, learn a lot can go wrong in just 8 nights. Mara is having trouble with adjusting to life on the road. Meanwhile Billie struggles to understand her feelings and what they mean for her. Their relationship is put...

7 days in limbo [Billie Eilish]

(COMPLETED) Mara, intern at a venue in London, learns a lot can change in just 7 days. Mara is used to crossing paths with bands and musicians. What she is not used to however, is being involved in an accident with an artist after a show. Especially if that artist is Billie Eilish. Mara has been avoiding it all her li...

𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑

"Didn't you know? She murdered both her parents." Gemma is rumoured to believe she murdered both her parents. Nobody dares to talk to her, instead, they flee like they've seen a ghost when she walks through the hallways. What happens when Gemma finds herself staring at the girl from across the classroom with striking...

we shouldn't

Spencer is a seventeen year old girl who's been in the foster care system since she was young. She's used to being moved around from home to home but didn't expect to fall in love with her foster sister who just so happens to be Billie Eilish. How will Billie and Spencer deal with the situation of being foster siste...

Addicted

"Loneliness is a state of mind, sometimes it's not about how many people you're around." Ivy meets Billie at a meet & greet and receives a dm from Billie that evening. Ivy struggles with self harm and depression, but later becomes addict to Billie rather then hurting herself. Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fan...

the dark street

how could this be a love story?

ICED LOVE | billie eilish

"did you think I was fucking kidding when I said I'd do anything for you?" READ "ICE COLD | billie eilish" FIRST! THIS IS A SEQUEL. Billie Eilish AU ᯽ this is completely fictional and made up from my own imagination, none of it is real. ᯽ {STARTED 12th AUGUST 2021} ongoing.

ICE COLD | billie eilish

•ice-cold /ˌʌɪsˈkəʊld/ 2. unemotional or dispassionate; unfeeling. "she is the epitome of ice-cold judgement" "𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡 '𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐚𝐬...

it could never happen

no matter how happy she wanted to be. no matter how happy she felt. the voice was always there in the back of her head. this short book has many triggers, read at your own safety.

Macy

Macy. The poster child of the youngest from a bible bashing Christian family. Devoted to Jesus and her church, Macy is as innocent as a baby lamb. A shelter child with an annoyingly large amount of positivity. With over protective parents she's never experienced... anything. However, when asked to repair the church...

72 hours

Aliyah's been struggling with depression for years, so she's given herself 72 hours to live, but when she meets Billie her plan becomes more difficult and her friendships start to fall apart. Will she stay for Billie or continue with her plan? ⚠️TW⚠️ Mentions of -depression -suicide -self harm -death (Starts slow bu...

𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐵𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 | 𝐁.𝐄.

"You've never listened to my music before? What the fuck, how?" Billie asked confused. "As I said, I just never got a chance to listen to it I guess," I replied sheepishly chuckling, rubbing the back of my neck nervously. "Well, that changes today," Billie said surprised but excited. She got up from the couch anxiousl...

close | b.e

for joli, it was always about being in control of everything. until she met billie, who had grown to love the feeling of never being in control. tw: contains graphic mentions of eating disorders, self harm, overworking, panic attacks etc.

lost cause | billie eilish

billie finds herself falling for someone she doesn't want to fall for. and though she may be able to land the girl, can she actually save her? is it worth it?

where did you go | B.E

[sequel] i'd never leave you if it was up to me. unfortunately, it was never up to me. - lower case intentional

when we both fall asleep | ʙ.ᴇ

"can't sleep." she said shortly, turning over. when rae is forced to share a tent with her bully on a school trip, they both face the same nightmarish struggles. lower case intentional. [tw] contains mentions of sleep paralysis, insomnia, nightmares etc. gxg

user not found | b.e

sage, moves to la for the summer to live with her grandma despite sage's attempts to try and stay home. the problem is, sage has been anonymously messaging a user named 'pirate' online for months. and 'pirate' lives in los angeles. sage can't decide whether telling her online best friend she's in la is a good idea or...

Taken | billie eilish

college student, Gianna Woodard, finds her world changing as she saves the life of Billie Eilish. the two go through an unexpected journey together where they experience love, lost and lots of drama. - mentions of kidnapping, sexual activity, cursing. - intentional lowercase typing

more than a fan | billie eilish

after all the sneaking, heartbreaks, and triangles, will billie be able to face everyone and admit she fell in love with a fan? - intentional lowercase typing.

Beyond the lens - Billie Eilish

Ellie lives to capture the magic of concerts. But the night she meets Billie Eilish in the intimacy of a backstage room, her world shifts.

here we are, again | billie eilish

third installment to 'wish you were gay' and 'made for you' will billie and leilani be able to manage what life throws at them after they are separated again?

made for you | billie eilish

sequel to 'wish you were gay' - leilani and billie reunite. but with their current lovers in the way, will their affection for one another ever return?

wish you were gay | billie eilish

a famous model finds herself battling her own sexuality when her new found celebrity friend develops feelings for her. - intentional lowercase typing.

Stolen Moments // Billie Eilish G!P

//Completed// A forbidden love story of the maid's daughter and a rich girl. G!P "Nothing feels heavier than unsaid wor ds"

locked up | billie eilish

⚠️ blake~g!p / sub billie ⚠️ 21 year old, blake miller, has to look out for a blue haired girl who just got admitted to the jail she works at...

take my hand //billie eilish//

"take my hand, look at me and just breath" "billie i cant it hurts my chest is hurting"

I hate you | B.E.

"God, Billie, I hate how much I love you." A story where her closest friend became her enemy, then what? (g!p)

her ocean eyes // billie eilish

"god, i'm so glad i picked up his call." achieved: #1 in #billieeilish #1 in #billie #1 in #eilish #1 in #billieeilishfanfic #1 in #fic #1 in #wlw #3 in #fanfic #1 in #bisexual #2 in #fiction #8 in #fanfiction