Jean is the only one from before Y/N's world fell apart. Before she changed and has done everything in her power to forget her past. Now that Jean is attending the same college as her and the campus isn't quite big enough to avoid him, she must face the feelings she's so desperately tried to bury away. Because Jean is going to try his hardest to understand where everything went wrong and what happened to make Y/N change so much since high school. He will do is best to bring back the smile that made him fall in love for the first time. RANKINGS: #6 | Jeankirstein

Naked bodies under the setting sun, one with a pounding heartbeat and flushed cheeks whilst the other finds constellations of bruises on the skin. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ © 𝗔𝗢𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗧𝗦, a jean kirstein fic. ⚠️ nsfw warning up ahead! ⚠️

- 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭. [chapters 1-4 rewritten in april 2022] jean kirstein x fem! reader. slow burn. modern au. fluff, angst, smut. trigger warnings posted in chapters. 18+ (explicit language, mentions of death/grief, implied mentions of suicidal thoughts, implied mentions of abuse, nsfw, violence, etc.) enjoy.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ ❝𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗻, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗳𝗹𝘂𝗶𝗱 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗰𝗸𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗽𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗽𝗮𝗹𝗺𝘀, 𝗲𝗻𝗴𝘂𝗹𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗽𝗼𝗼𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗿𝗲𝗱, 𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝗮 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘄 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝘁. 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲. 𝗲𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱.❞ 𝘆/𝗻 𝗹/𝗻, 𝗮 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗹𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗼𝘂𝘀 𝗮𝘀 𝗸𝗲𝗻𝗻𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗿, 𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗮𝗽𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗰𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘀, 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗷𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗸𝗶𝗿𝘀𝗰𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗶𝗻, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗶𝗽 𝗼𝗳 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗮𝘀𝗸 𝗳𝗼𝗿. ➸ 𝗷𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗸𝗶𝗿𝘀𝗰𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗶𝗻 𝘅 𝗳𝗲𝗺 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 ➸ 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝘀𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝟯 𝗼𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱