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I am not Caroline. Caroline is dead.
But grief is a selfish, gaping thing.
To everyone else, Caroline is alive, and Celestine is the one in the dirt.
I was fine surrendering to the earth.
Until that 2:00 AM smoke break where everything in the world was bleeding orange-the streetlamp, the bench, the flickering spark of almost-but-never-red between us.
Until a girl with trembling hands, a pack of Marlboro Reds, and greedy, moon-like eyes looked right through the grave I had dug for myself.
She introduced herself as Romance.
"Romance. As in, the death of."
A gaunt, half-dead stranger who starved the feral hunger out of her own eyes just to teach me how to crave the world again.
I should have known right then and there.
I should have known better than to build cathedrals out of cigarette smoke.
I should have known better than to beg a deaf universe for a thirty-second day in December, or trust the moon to stay still when the sun is ruthlessly rising.
She asked me to wilt with her.
So why am I the one left breathing, forced to bloom in a world where Romance is dead?