At a young age of eighteen, New was living the life of a teenage boy diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. With his life hanging by a thread, he realized that it was too short to be spent on memories that will only result in melancholy, and so he chose to live a life brimming with joy and contentment. He keeps with him a notebook that has all the things he wants to do before dying, and looks forward to cheking them off one by one. But on a bus ride to school on a normal day, he crosses paths with Tawan, a teenage boy who bears the weight of the world. And while his life is not bound to end by a terminal illness, he wishes to cease existing more than anyone else. When a boy wanting to make the most out of his life meets another who wishes to cease existing, will a lasting relationship ever bloom?

Someone said that it was magic when two people fall in love. Toni fell in love with Lorenz in the right place but would it be a wrong time? What would it be if the magic fades? Paano kung nalaman nilang hindi naman talaga nawala ang pag-ibig ngunit ang mundo nila'y hindi na magkapanig? Ano ba ang dapat piliin -- ang kahapon mong hindi mo kayang kalimutan o ang kasalukuyang dapat mong panindigan? ***This is written with and for the love of RYCB.