FIRST THINGS FIRST THIS IS KAILANIOPAL and AKARIHONJO, I FORGOT MY PASSWORD AND EMAIL FOR THAT ACCOUNT SO I MADE THIS ONE! (THAT'S WHAT I GET FOR NOT WRITING THEM DOWN I GUESS HAHA) ANYWHO, I am just gonna use this account for my fan-fics, I DECIDED TO CHANGE THE NAME OF MY NANA FAN-FIC FROM 'Beating Heart' TO 'A Little Pain'. ALSO, I'm gonna rewrite what chapters I had in Beating Heart because I feel they were way too confusing and needed more details in them SO BARE WITH ME PLZ. OH! ONE MORE THING, If you've seen the NANA manga series, then remember how every beginning of an episode had Hachi(Nana Komatsu) or Nana Osaki doing the whole 'Hey Nana...' thing, well I added those too :D Only it's gonna be Akari Honjo doing 'Hey Ren...' or one of the other main characters in this fanfic doing something similar. (That is another reason I wanted to rewrite the chapters, to embrace Ai Yazawa's theme a little bit more) AUTHOR'S NOTE-- So I recently read the anime NANA by Ai Yazawa for the umpteenth time(lol I'm in love with it sue me! ^_^) anyways, I got to thinking, Ren always wanted a family, SO why not give him a SISTER?(SAY WHAT?! O.o) Give him a little happiness before well...the last one-two chapters to the entire series (:'() so I did ^_^ since the actual author of NANA stopped writing after she got sick (hope she gets better) I decided to come up with the ending for the series! (fan fiction form that is) The story takes place after the Idea Hall Trapnest concert and goes on through the storyline, and the ending will be how I think it should end. Bare with me, I may mess up a couple times with the storyline, feel free to tell me and I'll fix it :) also I put a little bit of a 'love-triangle' in it XD you might be able to guess one of the two guys, but can you guess the other? (Heehee go ahead and post who the two guys you think are in the triangle, but I'll never tell muahahahahaha) hope you likey!

⚠️TW: This story contains sensitive content around internalized homophobia, sexual assault, and rape. If you're trigger by these topics then please don't read this story⚠️ Max has a somewhat nice life in California, that is she did. Until her parents have a messy divorce and she has to move to her mother's hometown- -Hawkins Indiana-with her mom and brother. She meets a group of boys but nothing too amazing. She still want's to go back to sunny California until she meets a particular someone, then everything changes. [UNDER EDITING]

[SLOW UPDATES] When Max and her twin sister, Mar, move to Hawkins Indiana they find a small group and quickly fit in, or at least they think they do. They have a huge secret that no one can know. Things are starting to get out of hand and they're secret is almost revealed more than once. Can they keep this up? How long does it take for someone to realize they're being lied to by a friend? How does one navigate they're feelings for someone of the same sex when it's never talked about? How does one keep said feelings a secret, even from the person they trust the most? How does one protect someone she loves when it's monsters she's up against? What if being a teenager is too much for Max? What if she can't do it all? What if she breaks? Season 2-✔️ Season 3-✔️ Season 4- ✔️ Season 5- ➖

Life could be better for Maxine Mayfield, but at least she has El. ⚠️TW: Suicide, Self harm, Drug abuse, Shoplifting, Neglect, Law-breaking, Underage drinking, Sexu@l Assu!t⚠️ highest scores: 25 #elmax Dec 26 2023, 21 #suicideprevention Feb 8 2024, 20 #maxinemayfield Feb 8 2024, 24 #maxmayfeild Feb 8 2024