this is harry Potter's eighth year at hogwarts. He is SEVENTEEN. He just defeated Lord Voldemort in the trade of many of his friends lives. During the summer before he came back to Hogwarts, the Dursleys had been abusing him worse than ever. And Dudley took back anything nice he said. Now, the boy who lived, the chosen one, Harry Potter, is very suicidal and very depressed. He also has anxiety. The war hit him hard. Harder than anyone else. In my AU, Severus Snape lives. But he starts to teach DADA, handing his headmaster post to Minerva McGonagall. Horus Slughorn continues teaching potions. Ron feels betrayed by Harry, so Ron betrays Harry. there is Drarry. Dad snape, dad slughorn? Sorta) and mommagonnagal (: TW: Suicidal thoughts, Suicidal Actions, Suicide Attempts, Self-Harm, PTSD if any of these topics trigger you then I would advise against reading this.

Harry had been suspicious of him being onto something that had to do with the dark lord for a while now. So, one night, he grabs his invisibility cloak, and wanders down to the Slytherins. When he reaches his dorm, he finds something laying under the other boys nightstand. It's his diary. Instead of finding something that has to do with you-know-who, Harry flips the pages of the book, suddenly stumbling upon something very different. Every single one of his enemies kinks are written in the book. A Drarry story that takes place in the middle of the 6th year. Warnings: Curse words. Dirty talk. Smut. Violence. Top; Draco Bottom; Harry