Felix is an idol came from SKZ have a very deep depression but he never says this to his Family to his members friends, or fans even tho he don't say it to his members, family's,friends and to fans they know he is in a deep depression. Can SKZ members or Chan help him get thru it or nah? TW//:suicidal :self h...
"you really need to stop felix" his voice is laced with worry and concern, the opposite of mine as I tell him to shut up and snatch my hand away. "im pushing everyone away, and i dont even know why even with black holes under my eyes, sunken cheeks, and a frail body, I dont know why I keep rejecting their help. and it...
They thought he was weird, an alien for doing the things he did. But maybe, just maybe, they should have observed better. ------------------------------------------------- "Pain does not scare me, Hyungie, feelings do." ~ <3
This is my first ever time writing a book, so I hope you like it ♥️ Hurts so good..... A story about a young boy named Lee Felix who had a terrible childhood from getting beaten by his parents, not cared about, and called horrible names, etc. Felix tries his best to survive. Then when he meets a boy named Hwang Hyunj...
Felix felt like he wasn't skinny enough. He wanted to fit the expectations. He wanted to be slim. He saw the comments about his body. He wanted to change how people viewed him. He hated being called out for his chubby cheeks. He hated being called out for his weight. He wanted to be known for who he is. Not how his bo...
*𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝗼𝗼𝐤 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝗼𝐧* 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐱 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝗼 𝐝𝗼 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝗼𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐯𝗼𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬. 𝗺𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐲𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐡𝐢𝗺. 𝐓𝐖: •𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐡𝐚𝐫𝗺 •𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝗼𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 •𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐜...
"Oh Felix...why would you do this to yourself?" Hyunjin asks him, eyes washing over his gaunt chest, sunken cheeks, and trembling hands. Felix had made a grave mistake - he left the scales out. The members question him and now all the sudden weight loss makes sense. His entire world starts to fall as he desperately tr...
"w-who are you?" "i'm me, felix. i'm your friend." "r-really?" "yes, and let's keep it that way." ... in which lee felix let's the voices control him, not knowing he's letting himself spiral into darkness. the members are a little too late to realize the dangerous game he's playing but it doesn't hurt to try to save h...
[disclaimer] this is only a reflection of how i feel and what i am struggling with. TRIGGER WARNINGS sh ed: an*rexia, b*limia, binge eating depression s*icidal thoughts/actions? they say being an idol is the easiest thing. they never notice the magazines full of underweight men and women, they never notice the eyebag...
