[A mix of fiction and non-fiction from my first relationship] "Please I don't want to leave you... I told you I want to stick with you through everything, and not leave... If I leave that would make me a liar... And I don't lie..." I could hear his voice break through the phone as I held back my tears. "I'm sorry Zane, it would be the best for me and you..." I told him and the silence began... "So is this it?" I asked already knowing the answer. "I... Think so," he replied with the numbness tone in his voice. Little did I know me pushing you away that night, was the biggest mistake of my life...