"There's a reason we are white and pure, and they are black and dirty. There's a reason they stain our skin. That we are shamed if others see those stains. They're bad people, Frank. They're disgusting."

The sequel to His Escape. After the accident, Dean is different. He creates a fear, he feels pain and suffers from it frequently. He's changed in a way Cas doesn't understand and Dean refuses to expose to him. Change begins to occur in all of their lives. Memories arise and people begin to change, all while Dean and Castiel finish their final year of high school. Do not read if you're sensitive to self harm, death, or abuse.

It's weird how life can change in a blink of an eye.

A collection of Phan One Shots with some occasional kickthestickz :D It also contains RPs, song fics and prompts. WARNING: Smut, angst, some trigger warnings If you want to read them on tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/helloanonymouswriter Cover artist: @Lionluver12 ~ HelloAnonymousWriter ~

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

It's the lake in November, and the move closer to the ocean, and Gerard's fixation, and Gerard's compulsions like tidal waves dragging him down, and Mikey's more distant than ever: like they're drifting out into the middle of the ocean, whereas Gerard's just stuck there: water turning to quicksand around him, drowning. And it's the letter; Frank finds it on the floor of the boys' bathroom on the first floor. It's dropped in accident, perhaps from a pocket or something, and it's drenched in what Frank hopes is tap water, and the words: scrawled in blue ink are difficult to make out as the words join together in a fuzzy inky mess. The only paragraph legible is the final one, and even still, it barely is: 'I've been underwater for a long time now, but I'm not drowning, I'm beginning to think I can breathe like this, but I can't, I'm gasping for breath, and I have to do this, Mikey, I have to end this myself. I'm going to the lake on the 1st of November, don't wait for me... I'm not coming back.' And the name signed at the bottom is little more than a smudged mess of blue ink, and there's nothing Frank can do about it, but he knows for certain that the one thing he can't do is ignore this letter, and he reminds himself of that as he folds it into his pocket. It's a suicide note, Frank's stupid, but not stupid enough to brush over that fact, and whoever this person is, Frank knows that they most certainly don't deserve to die. And Frank isn't going to let them. Because he's going to find this person; he's got time now at least, and he can save them, he will save them - Frank promises himself that. But one person in a whole school, it's like a needle in a haystack, but he's got time, it's November 1st in thirty days, and he can only hope that it will be enough. He's got one month: the date is October 1st.

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

Dean finally has a second chance at life after his father died. Yet, he finds himself falling farther than he ever has before when a fatal mistakes turns his whole world on its head. Warning: There is mentions of suicide and suicidal attempts. Also, there are vivid flashbacks to extreme violence. You have been warned.

Dean Winchester and his younger brother Sam have finally gotten away from their father, an abusive drunk. Everything seems to be perfect for Sam: a protective older brother, loving boyfriend, and a scholarship to Stanford. Dean on the other hand hides many dark secrets. Will he ever tell Sam the truth?