"If I'm gonna be a famous author someday I'll write a story about us and a happy ending we never had." ©2020.02.12 ©eunoiayj

Read the whole description before reading ♡ S = smut He shines on stage with a grin so radiant it's almost believable. Behind closed doors, that smile fades into silence. And eventually, silence becomes something darker. He's hurting, but no one knows. He's breaking, but no one sees. Not even Park Sunghoon, the boy who's supposed to be his sworn enemy, the boy Jake has loathed and longed for since I-LAND. The boy who doesn't realize that his words and cold indifference have left scars far deeper than anyone expected. What starts as tension between enemies slowly burns into something terrifying. When the weight of depression grows too heavy, Jake begins to spiral into the lowest point of his life. He goes through therapy, isolation, self harm, and a rooftop visit where everything stops in peace. But he's not alone. Because love, real love, doesn't arrive gently. It crashes. And even then, it still stays. ! Slowburn ! !characters are not owned by me! They're members from HYBE company's boy group ENHYPEN. Will put warnings in each chapter. There will be smut. Skip if uncomfortable. This fic mainly revolves around angst. So if it gets too much,please turn off the screen and breathe again before proceeding.

i just want to see your tears rolling down your pretty face. ☆ bluriki 2021