I don't know where to go from here? I am scared. My future is condemned. I'm a bad kid. All of that was what I said before I had a personal encounter with Jesus Christ.

Terror, distruction, and hate they shall get in return. What did you do?? You took away my source of joy stole from the devil himself. I will fight back I'm getting rid of you. you bring only sadness to my life. What kind of a sister are you.

Why are things the way they are?. Why am I treated differently?. When I look into the mirror I see your structure and physical appearance. Why do you hate your own reflection?. Why do you dislike me like I'm the devil her self?. Am I cursed?. I am the only sibling you have in this world. Why dislike me to this extend? When you look at me, don't you see your self in me? I've got only one question for you......"why?".... All is that I'll love you forever no matter how you hate me.