Gwen Stefani, one of the biggest pop starts in the music industry. there's nobody like her. Shes my idol , shes kept me strong for so long. My name is Alex . Im 15 years old and i live in Goodman Orphanage. Ive been in and out of foster homes. My "parents" gave me up when i was 3. Ive been adopted twice and they abused me everyday. Everyday i wonder .. will i ever be happy?