Luke is the boy who suffers from the inside out. Ashton is the boy who's bleeding behind his facade. Calum is the boy who'll hide behind his laughs. Michael is the boy who has been strong for too long. Can 4 boys save each other? Trigger warning-contains self harm, suicide and abusive scenes (Update- I wrote this a long time ago and it's bad so don't read it lol)

Luke Hemmings. Popular, pretty, smart, sweet..And on top of all of that.. A self-harming, suicidal, depressed, anorexic Nervous, scared, insecure. Everything he hates is himself. But looks are deceiving. And it will take a miracle or a mistake to find out. © Copyright 2015 ChangeFate

No one knows who Luke is anymore, and he's not sure either. However, when he's placed in a psychiatric ward for having anorexia his life begins to unravel and he understands more. Plus there's a bipolar boy, Ashton, who Luke becomes infatuated with. Ashton wants to help Luke. He wants to love Luke. But if love possible when you're slightly off ones rockers?

Ashton has had feelings for Luke and has kept it to himself for 4 years but every thing has started to fall a part, Michael and Calum have figured out that Ashton has feelings for Luke and Luke found out about Ashton cutting...Ashton is starting to fall apart and doesn't know how to make it stop, all Ashton wants is something he cant have...Luke, but what if he could actually have Luke, what if Luke felt the same way but just hiding it...what about if they were forced to have an relationship...what will happen to Ash and Luke, will they end up teared apart or will this help them and bring them closer then they are...will Luke finally confess how he feels...will Ash keep together long enough to find out or will he end it before he is told... Also contains Malum :))

"So, you know me...but I don't know you?" "Pretty much." Luke is Ashton's guardian angel, and Ashton doesn't think he deserves being saved.

Ashton Irwin, school-wide famous for (soccer) Football, but with a big secret, crushing on the sophomore(10th grade)in the advance english class, blonde hair and blue eyes. Luke Hemmings  school-wide nobody, he's nothing special, just a lonely kid in the advance classes, nobody would notice if he dissappear, even the kid who sits behind him in English with the thick rimmed glasses and curly hair. Book one!

luke accidentally kiks ash and being the flirty ass he is, he continues to kik him. »lowercase intended«