/tôrn/ feeling that one is in a state of uncertainty between two conflicting options or parties. They say time heals. SEKANI ORTIZ could beg to differ. Year after year, she's reminded of heartbreaking memories of the past. The ones that sit heavy on your stomach, leaving behind that unbearable nauseous feeling. The ones that tear at your heart until finally, it's ripped open and all of your sorrows are laid out on the table for all to see. Memories that never seem to fade no matter how many times tears are shed . Dd Osama+Kay Flock x Female OC ©2025-Cosmic7even [this is NOT a bxb] [slow burn!!]

𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞! 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: this story does not have a happy ending, things take a turn for the worse very quickly. ❝you're changing, i can't stand it. my heart can't take this damage and the way i feel, can't stand it.❞ DISCLAIMER. do not take this shit serious. i am not from new york, this is just for fun!

In my first installment of this series, I introduce you to Alanna Jones. Alanna, also known as Lana is a tough girl born and raised in the Bronx, New York. Her father is a junkie coming in and out asking for money, and her mother is a RN up in the hamptons trying to provide for Lana and her sisters Kevin lives next door to Lana, the two bump heads alot, like everyday. They could never get along until she found herself needing him.

"I could've cheated, but I kept it thorough So fuckin' stupid, in love with a fraud (fraud) Boy, you don't know what you want"

kayflock story

"𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭?" 𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐱 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝. 𝐚𝐰𝐤·𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 /ˈ𝐨̂𝐤𝐰ə𝐫𝐝/ 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞

𝐏𝐓𝐒𝐃: 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐮𝗺𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫. SEQUEL: PTSD.. HEALED

#𝙠𝙖𝙮𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙛𝙖𝙣 𝙛𝙞𝙘 ••• Butterflies were going off in my stomach as the kiss continued the more we both got into it I didn't want to get too carried away but he was making it so hard to stop. It wasn't going to take my mama long before she started to call to know about my whereabouts. "Kay.." I muttered in between "I have to go". I picked up my purse and reached over to pick up his car keys before holding onto his hand since he not making any moves to leave like he won't see me in a few hours, the church is not that long as my mama had to find a church she liked and did not have long service hours due to her job this church ticked off all her boxes. I dropped his car keys in the palm of his hand with him putting his arm around me I felt him place a kiss on my cheek "what made you wanna kiss me?" "Been wanting to" he shrugged "Ion feel like waiting to make you my girl before I start doing shit". "Doing shit like what?" "Kissing on you, touching on you" he listed he should've been told me this "if that's some you'n want tell me. You heard?" "I can ask you some?" "Yea". "Why is that something you want if we're not together?" His hand went under my chin and lifted up my head to place a peck on my lips "cause you mines ma".

𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧.

#𝙠𝙖𝙮𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙛𝙖𝙣 𝙛𝙞𝙘.. He eventually turned the corner and opened up a gate seeing what looked like a secret garden. '"You found this how?" "Come on" he leaned forward to grab my hand and pull me towards him, he closed the gate behind us but I was staring at the garden stunned by the beauty of the flowers, fairy lights and lanterns on the trees to give the place a more surreal feeling. Can't nobody tell me that I'm not in a fairytale right now "since we getting shit off our chest I wanna tell you some" he took out a small box and opened it up with a cute promise ring inside "this my promise to you for however long ya ass keep on this ring. It's my promise that Imma treat you right, make you happy, protect you and everything in between that. Ion gotta say much cause I ain't afraid to tell you how I feel, all them months in my cell and shit I was asking mad questions about why I feel the way I do about you and I ain't want to believe it not gon lie" he let out a slight chuckle and took the ring out of the box. "I love you" he said as he slid the ring on my finger. - unedited