18-year-old Skylar had just experienced the best night of her life. little had she known everything would fall apart moments later. who's gonna stop her when she's standing at the end of a bridge about to end her life? is the girl she's been idolizing for years, the famous Billie Eilish, the love of her life? is this enough to save her? what happens when all Billie's promises start with "as long as i'm here" ? lowercase intended achieved: #1 - oconnell [17/05/2021] #2 - lesbian [15/06/2021] #2 - gxg [09/07/2021] #2 - eilish [13/05/2021] #6 - billieeilish [11/06/2021]

"I hate those words," "But why?" "Because I've never loved anyone the way I love you..." - Will have smut, drugs and alcohol, abuse, and assault warnings. Includes foul language and suggestive behavior. - Started: 07/12/2024 Finished: 08/24/2024

"you said you were scared, and so was I" short story.

a comfort book for everyone who's struggling <3

lila, a freshman in college, has no idea going to an irrelevant party will change the trajectory of her life, forever. will she be happy for all the changes or not? or will she wish nothing ever happened? *intentional lowercase *touchy topics including: sh substance abuse assult started a random sunday night 3/3/24 finished 6/21/24

"You've never listened to my music before? What the fuck, how?" Billie asked confused. "As I said, I just never got a chance to listen to it I guess," I replied sheepishly chuckling, rubbing the back of my neck nervously. "Well, that changes today," Billie said surprised but excited. She got up from the couch anxiously and grabbed my hand, causing me to get up from the couch and follow her, still hand in hand. ~~~ Can a Celebrity/Singer-Songwriter really fall in love with a roadie? Can somebody really fall in love with a nobody? ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so. ~~~ Rankings: #1 on #roadie ; 10/26/20 #1 on #patrickoconnell ; 12/25/20 #1 on #maggiebaird ; 12/28/20 #1 on #messages ; 12/30/20 #1 on #touring ; 6/15/21 #1 on #finneas ; 7/10/22 #3 on #tour ; 4/1/22 #3 on #billie ; 12/02/23 #5 on #singer-songwriter ; 12/21/20 #7 on #billieeilish ; 12/21/20 #7 on #messaging ; 12/30/20

what happens when an elaborate fake-dating scheme threatens to reveal some very real feelings? after being dumped by her girlfriend, zira, a soccer player, had found herself in a slump, her skills slipping away and her grades dropping, she felt as if she would never get over this loss no matter how hard she tried. billie, the captain of the cheer team, was a perfectionist, yet despite her collected exterior she was struggling to cope with the stress of trying to impress her parents who seemed to disapprove of everything she did. little did they know, they'd be brought together in the most unlikely of ways..

a singular nickname with immense meaning - one that no one would ever come to understand the gravity of.

"i'm scared. i'm scared because nobody has ever made me feel the way you make me feel. i'm scared because nobody has ever cared for me as much as you do" warning: this book contains mentions of, abuse, self harm, sexual harassment, assault, rape and other mature content. this book is inspired by "come out and play" by billie eilish. it's also inspired by "cinnamon girl" by lana del ray and "gilded lily" By Cults. Also the vibe of it is the MV for 'male fantasy'