"he only comes outside when it rains."

BOOK TWO *TRIGGER WARNINGS* Sometimes you want to be with someone so bad but bigger things get in the way. • • • • DONT FORGET TO READ BOOK 1 BEFORE THIS ONE Book 1: Abused Book 3: But Loved

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

When a car crash wipes away two years of Rose Cleary's life, she dives headfirst into the world of fame and paparazzi just to protect the boyfriend she doesn't remember ever meeting. As the two go through the motions while Calum's band is on a world tour, Rose begins to learn about not only who she used to be, but who she really wants to be.

BOOK ONE *TRIGGER WARNINGS* Amethyst Green has been bullied and abused for awhile now so what happens when some one try's to save her? It just gets worse. abused Past Tense Verb Treat (a person or animal) with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly.

Harry Styles went into X Factor not only looking for a record deal, but to find "The One". He ends up meeting Louis Tomlinson and falls instantaneously. The two from the group One Direction have chemistry . . . but what happens when the Problem sets in? Will it be too late for Louis to fix things?

*Warning* This story contains violence, abuse, and sexual content. Do not read if you are triggered or not comfortable with this. © CynicalCaroline 2014 All Rights Reserved.

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

"Why do you like the rain so much?" "It reminds me that I'm still alive." (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction) Copyright to Ashley Royer. All things written by Ashley Royer unless otherwise stated. Not affiliated with 5 Seconds of Summer or any other characters mentioned. THIS IS NOT THE FULL BOOK. The full book is published with changed names and can be bought wherever books are sold. AVAILABLE NOW WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD. The published version has added chapters and everything has been edited.