Jennifer Jareau has had a lot to think about after her hostage situation with her best friend Spencer Reid. She had no choice but to face the feelings she was suppressing for the last decade of her life. Things in her life were complicated with this, especially since they surrounded her boss Emily Prentiss.

[JJ X F!Reader] Rated: M (explicit) - language - suggestive/sexual content - mentions of violence (guns, blood, etc.) TWs will be provided at the top of each chapter. WLW relationship. Smut chapters are marked in the chapter title There's a new agent at the BAU who is immediately drawn to Jennifer Jareau. Follow the ups and downs of their relationship, as they attempt to balance their personal lives with the demands of their job. Best ranks: - #1 jemily - #1 bisexual - #1 davidrossi - #1 jenniferjareau - #1 workplace - #1 fbi - #1 fbiagent - #2 derekmorgan - #2 pagetbrewster - #4 spencerreid - #6 lesbianfiction - #6 criminalminds - #9 derekmorgan - Started on March 14, 2021 -

background info: the bau, and the team, had always been understanding of your mental health, letting you take days or weeks off when you weren't feeling too great. this time things got really bad and you tried to end your life. you had been off work for a month and hadn't seen anyone since. the team come by to check if you're ok and are satisfied with you telling them through the door. but that isn't enough for emily anymore. trigger warning: this will include talk of mental illness, self harm (nothing too graphic), mention of a suicide attempt (in the past) and other themes related to this. please do not read if you think this will trigger you, keep yourself safe<3