We're always friends, I've known that but Jaemin...I've also tucked my feelings in handful of papers locked in a closet. When will I be able to recite on how you're the only person that makes me feel that unfamiliar warmth, the safety that comes after you comfort me of my darkness, and the only person that makes me forget everything going with my life? I m scared of losing you as my friend, and I m also scared of losing myself amidst everything