I am Juliet, The world can be a peacefull place, but my thoughts are my biggest nightmare. Every day, every night, another fight with myself. It feels impossible to win. Giving in isn't an option, but if I keep fighting I will destroy everything around me. No one is able to understand me, only I can understand myself. But sometimes I can't even understand myself. Help me is what I say But when you do I push you away Want to know if you care And you say that you do Then my thoughts will tell me He is a liar too I beg you to not give up And I ask you to stay But when you say you will I push you away