Many people over the corse of their lives have to deal with some type of problem. Some might be a nasty pimple your nose so you look like Rudolf , others might be embarrassing yourself in front of your crush ( and let's face it we all done that before) but for me it's way different. My problem isn't like you can smear some acne cream and be like Boom guess who ain't guiding Santa's slay anymore . I had to go through this all my life. No one will ever understand because they never went through this type of torture. Having a messed up father.