Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option. ***** Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her... Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault. [[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]

We came into a conclusion that we don't want. We live together in one roof We live together in both fairytale life I do everything for you I help you to accept But you don't help yourself One day, I'm finding myself But no where to be found Your heart and mind; I am not the one who inside I do my best But the best I know, it's not enough; I love you but you love someone Can I ask you something? Where we heading off? Or Where I am heading off? It's hurt. I am still hurting... And that's because of you.

[[THE QUEENS SERIES II: The Puerile Queen]] Puerile (adj.) : silly or childish especially in a way that shows a lack of seriousness. Queen (n.) : a woman eminent in rank, power, or attractions Puerile Queen (n.) Breanna Suarez. - This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents that are mentioned in this story are products of the writer's imagination and are used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons (living or dead), or actual events is purely coincidental. Do not distribute, publish, transmit, modify, display or create derivative works from or exploit the contents of this story in any way. Please ask permission.

"Are you scared because your dad is the sheriff?" "Why do you keep on asking me that?" "I won't stop until I get a proper answer." Lana Jane Willson, just a depressed and misunderstood geeky teenager because of her glasses and her dad being the Sheriff. Yet all she wants is to get into Yale, far away from everyone, the incidents, the heartbreaker and the bullies. Four popular boys, suspicious about Lana, reignite an old bet that her 'true' self will be exposed as time goes on. One night in Lana's life changes everything. The only people to help her are her tormentors. This causes the boys to have more questions, fights, and arguments more frequently. The more people involved, the more questions arise, secrets reveal themselves, trust is shattered, feelings become blurred and friendship is ripped apart. While Lana sees, the good and forgives easily, others search for the bad to try and defeat it. People cross our path for a reason but for a second chance, it does not always mean to have a happy ending. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ PART 1 & 2 Highest Rank: 1 in Teen Fiction (27/12/16)

Another part of my story got revealed. I don't know what will I react Sad,Happy or Mad What should I do? Did that hurt that much? They hide for me , who I really was Almost of my life, I know myself But, I'm wrong... just that... One morning, just one morning one snap and my life change I woke up in different world And accept the fact that... I'm still just knowing myself I'm still just exploring my life I'm still playing with my life ...

"Telling him that yesterday could never really be discarded, it was always a part of now. There was just no way to get rid of it. No way to push it aside or throw it into an ash can, or dig a hole and bury it. For all buried memories were nothing more than slow-motion boomerangs, taking their own sweet time to come back. This one had taken seven years." - "Street of No Return" by David Goodis © 11/11/16

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