I loved him once. I love him still. Always have, always will. Alan loved Austin so much it hurt but Austin loves his girlfriend. what will happen to Alan. or even Austin, when he finds out Alans love for him.

Austin has just moved to LA for a job. He knew that he was going to enjoy his job it was a simple one, all he had to do was show up assist some teachers then leave. Austin was also excited to explore the city. But when Austin received a message from a boy on twitter. Austin starts to fall hard. Alan lived in New York, he didn't really do anything. His parents payed for everything. He had the perfect life. One night when Alan was bored he went on twitter and stalked a cutie named Austin Carlie. He messaged the boy and the developed an interesting relationship. Alan was going to have fun with this.

Alan confesses his feelings for Austin. Austin isn't sure how to deal with it and is trying to cope with his own feelings.

Alan Ashby is a boy that lost his way and needs help recovering from his mean, depressed old self. Austin Carlile is an angel, but not just any angel; Alan's guardian angel. He will stitch Alan's wounds and help him on the road to recovery.

Sequel to the Austlan Cashby fanfiction, Hypocrisy.

15-year-old Alan and his Mom drive almost seven hours from Philadelphia to Cleveland late on a Monday night so they can escape the man who dares call himself Alan's father. After staying a day at his aunt's house and dropping their car off at a dealership, they take a flight to Long Beach, California. Alan and his Mom have gone through too much in the last three years and they both want nothing more than to live a normal life. All this started a few months after Alan came out to his mother, brother, and father. That was almost three years ago. Now, as they try to live as normally as possible, who will come into their lives? Will they be accepted into the new town or will Alan's sexuality ruin his chance of ever making friends in this unfamiliar town? The plot and cover are mine so NO COPYING THANK YOU <3 ~~ I am aware that not all information is accurate. ~~ --- Sadly, I do not own any songs, bands, band members, or any known people. Fictional characters and the fictional plot are mine.--- A/N: I wrote this when I was 14. I know its bad, but let's all agree to ignore it. No, I will not be finishing it.

The sequel to Open Your Eyes, a Cashby fanfiction. NO SPOILERS, GOSHDAMNIT.

Austin, a warm and caring person, applies for a position in a mental hospital far away from his home in Phoenix. Looking to make a difference, and to really start his life, he takes the job. Alan, a 16 year old diagnosed with undifferentiated-type schizophrenia, is just trying to coast and find his way through the hospital without going into an episode when he meets the new orderly, Austin. Austin is taken with the young inpatient's beauty, and finds himself just wanting to be near Alan, and to help him. Alan feels an undeniable attraction to the older, but is ever held back by his paranoid delusions. How will he overcome? And how will Austin deal with his conflicting feelings?

Alan’s world seems to be crashing down around him, one thing after another. What’s he expected to do when everything bad seems to be happening to him? Will Austin be a rock, or just another person to disappear from his life?