Being in the military isn't easy, especially when your lieutenant makes it harder by hating you for no apparent reasons. But did he really hate you ?

A new recruit to the 141, you have to navigate the new environment while dealing with the insufferable Ghost who won't stop watching you and possessive König who quickly becomes your comfort as you set out to prove you are not the sum of your last failed mission. Slowburn and long story. Warning: Eventual smut, descriptions of past physical torture, PTSD, strong language, consensual rough smut. Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to the COD characters or COD MWII campaign story

Simon was an unstoppable force, but Fate was an immovable object. Stationary. When you ignore it, and put up walls to secure yourself, it only delays the inevitable. Unavailing. It doesn't stop it. Moments in time slowly drill their way through, picking an open scab until it turns to scar tissue. It will break your skin until it drains you. You will deteriorate into ashes, scattered by the wind. And if you force yourself against Fate, shielded with a lifetime of trauma that you use to protect yourself- you're forced to recognize why you put the walls up in the first place. Every moment full of agony, abuse, anguish. Your walls will crumble, because Fate never fails. And as Fate tore the first wall apart, Simon was pushed.

WARNING: This book will contain smut and talks about an abusive ex. Abuse mentions on what the ex-did to the reader. The chapters will be marked with an ' * '. I do not own these characters. Y/N MacTavish the baby sister (only by two years since a website said Johnny is 26) to our lovely Johnny "Soap" MacTavish. Y/N had just gone through a nasty breakup with her abusive ex-boyfriend, so she resorts to visiting Johnny. He always seemed to make everything better. How would Simon "Ghost" Riley feel about not only one but now two MacTavish's. Simon and Johnny are not only teammates but roommates. After the mission with Makarov the Taskforce had taken some much-needed time off. Simon moved Johnny to Manchester with him for the time being to help him recover better. SMUT! Past relationship abuse. I'm not positive on Simon's age so I am just going to make him 29 and the reader 24 just for the book's sake.