Alexander was now living with the Washingtons, they had recently adopted him a few months ago. Lafayette was like Alex's brother, he was also adopted by the Washington family. For once in his life, he was happy. Lafayette introduced him to his friend group and ended up joining the "Revolutionary Crew" or that's what they like to call themselves. He has a family that loves him, good grades, good friends. Everything was perfect. Except one thing. He never told them that his name is Alexander, not Alexandra.

TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!

Alexander and John were best friends since the beginning of middle school. When Alex is gone John blames himself for not realizing earlier. But was it really all it seemed? ~~ John attends a therapist session to talk about Alex. That's where he realized it wasn't at all what everyone thought happened. He was going to find justice for Alex. One way or another.

It's the year 1989. John Laurens goes to this elite school where everyone has amazing talent. But John couldn't feel any sort of emotion. He couldn't feel anything until he found Alexander Hamilton. He felt like a thousand butterflies flew out of his stomach. But he realized that other people are trying to take them away from him. So he does everything he can to get rid of them and after the school day is over he writes down what he had just done.

John Laurens: A boy who has lived in South Carolina until he was ten. Homeschool until his senior year of high school. He was finally being enrolled at King's College after attending NYU for a year. He was never very social and only had a few friends. Not to mention he was gay. Alexander Hamilton: Orphan and Carribean immigrant. His father left at 10, his mom died at 12, and his cousin committed suicide at 17. He was on his own. Never went to school until he started his Sophomore year at King's College. For these two boys. Everything will change once they discover that they are roommates. How will this effect them? Story contains Lams, Mullette, a little Jeffmads, Thomgelica, Meggy, and other ships. All characters belong to Lin Manuel Miranda. I do not own Hamilton nor it's characters Started: July 10, 2017 Completed: January 7, 2018

**I AM FULLY AWARE THIS IS BAD, ITS FROM 2 YEARS AGO AND ALTHOUGH I WRITE MUCH BETTER IM NOT GONNA FIX IT** Alexander Hamilton is a homeless immigrant with very little chance of surviving. John Laurens is a rich South Carolinian with a kind heart. What happens when their worlds collide? ______ "Jesus fucking Christ" I yelped, my voice dry and sick. The moment I opened my mouth I could feel my lips burst from them constantly being dry. "Shit!" Someone yelled rushing to my aid. I rubbed my nose as tears burned the back of my eyes. "Are you okay," I opened my eyes to see the most gorgeous man to ever exist. His bright, hazel green, full of life eyes met my standard, brown, dead one's. His eyes widened, "woah," he said. #1 in Lams Started: September 5, 2019 Completed: September 5, 2020 "Why the fuck are y'all still reading this" -Me (April 8, 2021)

So in this story, John is fragile and is abused by his wife.Because he's gay.John is basically Maria but this is my version!

'Lock the door if you're home before the sun.' Modern AU ---------------------- I swear this isn't a college AU, just a little something I whipped up while listening to The Wombats and drawing. Please enjoy, all views, kudos, and comments are EXTREMELY appreciated, thanks!

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

For this LGBT history month, I'm gonna post one reason to why Lams was real each day (if I don't forget) as a way to celebrate LGBT history! This is mostly gonna be based on their letters (which are indeed reliable sources, they're considered primary sources for a reason) but you'll probably stumble upon a crack chapter here and there. Whoops. Enjoy!