Explicit 🔞 Professor Hwang Hyunjin. Cold, composed, and famously unbothered. He was the kind of man who kept his curtains drawn and his heart locked even tighter. But then came Felix. With boba eyes wide and wonder-filled, with a warmth so loud it echoed into Hyunjin's quietest corners. The boy who lived across the balcony. The boy who danced barefoot under morning light. The boy he mistook as a girl. The boy he had some wet dream until the dream sat in his classroom seat. (This is my work from ao3 and I'm just reposting here. My username there is the same one I use here.) TW: noncon, subcon, eating disorder, food control, psychopath, bipolar, controlling, toxic relationship, unhealthy relationship, self harm, forced, noncon drug use

"You said you loved me. You promised to stay by my side forever... Was it all just a lie?" His voice trembled as he gripped the other's collar, desperation flickering in his eyes. The black-haired man chuckled a hollow, bitter sound that masked the ache in his chest. "I never loved you." His words were sharp, cruel... but only he knew the truth hidden beneath them. #1 in hyunlixfanfiction on 16 April 2026 #1 in hateloverelationship on November 2025

Four years ago, Hyunjin dared to love. Felix dared to believe him. Then he found out... he was nothing but a game. Now, Felix speaks through colors-his pain splashed across every canvas in his quiet little art gallery. Until he walks in. The boy who left a silence louder than any goodbye. The boy whose voice he thought he'd forgotten... until he hears it again: "Are you drawing me to forget me... or erase me?" And just like that-Felix forgets how to breathe. ENGLISH TRANSLATION. rankings 2 in #yongboklee - 18/6/25

Felix, a soft and feminine boy, moves into a new house after his mother marries Hyunjin's father. When Felix and Hyunjin see each other for the first time, they instantly fall for each other-but neither of them says a word. Hyunjin is tall, handsome, and confident, while Felix is shy, pretty, and always blushing. Soon, they start attending the same college-Felix is new there, and Hyunjin stays close to protect him. The story is full of soft romantic tension, protective moments, blushes, smirks, and unspoken feelings between two stepbrothers falling deeply for each other.

Where it all went wrong, he didn't know. They used to be happy. Their relationship used to be so full of laughter, promises, flowers and chocolates. The spring used to be so beautiful over these balconies, but now, even in the blooms, all Felix could see was draught. Nothing was the same anymore.

"Hyunjin, I'm not gay," Felix gasps as Hyunjin rocks his hips into his, closing his eyes at the pressure of it. "Nothing gay about it," Or Felix runs out of living space options, and Hyunjin is supposed to only be his flat mate.They both are in denial. 22k words

Lee Felix, who hates himself, meets Hwang Hyunjin, who loves himself and everybody adores him. They hate each other as soon as they meet and want to avoid each other, but one day Hyunjin finds out about Felix's problems and can't do anything but worry for him and love him. "We'll find a way, together" ⚠️//Trigger warning//⚠️ Self harm Eating disorder Homophobia Child abuse Bullying Suicidal thoughts/attempt Smut _________ Top: Hyunjin Bottom: Felix //Side ships// Minsung Chanmin Changin Best rankings: 🥇sh 🥇leeknow 🥇changin 🥉felixcentric 🥉jeongbin Started: 18 July 2024 Finished: 12 May 2025

"Felix?.. Oh hell nah. He's so "perfect", it gets on my nerves. It's almost disgusting, like he's not even human. " In which Chan hates Felix but no one seems to get why because Felix is knowingly perfect, he's nice to everyone - how could anyone hate him? Chan could. However, Chan also doesn't know the whole story behind Felix bubbly personality. No one knew. -"I think, I might have made him cry." --- > kinda enemies to lovers / slow-burn > family issues > angst & fluff -main ship: chanlix -side ships involve minsung, seungjin -deals with serious topics (slightly mentioning suicide, alcohol, abuse, SA) -chapters around 700-1.300 words (chapter titles usually unrelated to the plot of the chapter) -slightly inspired by the lyrics of Sex, money, feelings die (slowed ver. is better btw)

jisung thinks felix is a girl, but when the truth comes out what will happen? started~07/03/20 finished~23/03/20