He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

⚠️IN STATO DI REVISIONE⚠️ Ciao mi chiamo tn,tn tc,ho 16 anni e sono una semplice e noiosa ragazza italiana.Mia madre è italiana e mio padre tedesco,si sono conosciuti entrambi in giovane età e si sono innamorati l'uno dell'altro dal primo istante in cui si sono visti.Ebbero me dopo alcuni anni di relazione e anche se si amavano decisero di porre fine alla loro storia d'amore poiché ad amarsi così tanto essi si facevano solo del male.Ho sempre vissuto in italia fin quando i miei non si separarono e allora andai a lipsia in germania a vivere con mio padre poiché l'affidamento fu dato a lui,ma nonostante ciò ho mantenuto un bellissimo rapporto anche con mia madre anche se poiché lei vive in italia ci vediamo solo poche volte all'anno...Sono sempre stata una ragazza considerata bellissima da tutti ma a dir la verità la maggior parte delle persone con cui ho avuto dei rapporti mi hanno spesso e volentieri usata per i miei soldi.Le uniche persone che sono sempre state sincere e leali con me fin dalla nascita sono la mia migliore amica luna e il mio migliore amico daniel.Fin da piccola ho sempre desiderato di trovare il vero amore,insomma quello che si vede nei film,l'anima gemella,l'amore a prima vista,ma diciamo che fino ad ora ho solo ricevuto delusioni dalle persone a cui io dedicavo del tempo prezioso.Quest'anno cambierò scuola e chissà magari troverò qualcuno che mi farà innamorare...

A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

Childhood friends reunite once again after only talking through letters for years. What happens when the letters stop and they realise the impact of time and distance? Tom kaulitz x oc

Sequel to 'Distance' As kids, they were seperated for nine years before reuniting again. As teenagers, they created new bonds and new feelings bloomed. However distance finds it's way between them again as adults. Distance never lasts forever, sooner or later you find yourself colliding with the past. Tom Kaulitz x female oc

After the tragic murder of her parents, Lillian Claremont and her brother Nick move in with their cousin Ashton who lives in New York City. They're looking for a fresh start. A new life. With little knowledge of the city, the Claremont siblings pay heavy reliance on their cousin to show them the ropes. This leads Lillian's life to change drastically as she is introduced to the dangerous world of street racing, which is a major hotspot for people like the infamous Tom Kaulitz. A well respected Mafia leader who rules the underworld. But with that respect, also comes an immense amount of fear that the civilians of New York have for him. He is cruel and heartless, drives a sexy car, and always has a girl by his side. The last kind of man Lillian would ever dream of involving herself with. However, Tom will do anything he can to make her his. In which secrets will be uncovered, along with truths to her past she so desperately wants to keep hidden under the surface. DISCLAIMER: Despite being inspired by My Living Nightmare, this book does not contain any sexual or physical assault, nor does it condone and romanticise it.

A fearless woman being faced with two ruthless men, playing like it's Russian roulette. Being faced with stuff she never thought she'd ever experience, was it worth it? (This is a made up story all by me Tokiokatiz, it may contain sensitive topics, not finished and might change a lot, but just a warning that it's not for children.)

This story is inspired by My living nightmare, a different story and not as rough. But with an Interesting story, suprises, plot twists and more. A young girl moves to germany, gets a job at a new place owned by the puissant twins, Tom Kaulitz and Bill Kaulitz. Not knowing what she has gotten into, falling for their lies and unlocks new secrets. Will she regret she ever even met them? (Warning for sensitive topics, read at your own risk.) My spelling and writing can be weird and hard to read sometimes since I write really fast and it's not my first language. I'm still continuing this, it was supposed to be done but I've got a lot of ideas I'm working on a rewritten one, which is better written and it's gonna be longer but this is the original! Everything written by me.

Josefine had a crappy situation at hand; what if you fall in love with your best friend? what if he loves you back? But if you're both too scared to give it a go...? What can Jo do when her best friend may be getting all he deserved and worked so hard to get? Will there be heartache in success? Set before the band took off and meant to end at a sort-of-present time. *Followed by book 2 "Are you still mine?" and book 3 "Can you hear me calling?"* Available in Spanish at my profile and Italian at @translatorITA 's profile.

Pearl, after moving to Florence to find herself again, is living her best life, surrounded by people she loves and who love her. However, she left a part of her in L.A., where Tom was. Tom was a mess after she left him, she had taken a part of his soul with her when she moved away, and he was determined to get it back. Everything he did, he did it for her. Because of her. He was a man, thanks to her. He knew her all his life, but just when he started to truly look at her, she ran away. Is it easier to hate, rather than to love? Is it easier to escape, rather than to stay? There can be hate in love, and there can be love in hate. They felt it both, - love and hate -, when they looked at each other. But there comes a time when they have to choose whether to accept their love, or to bury it in the ground, forever. They say true love wins over everything, will it ever win between them? Or is it easier to lose? This is a sequel to my first book, I advise you read that one first, so that you don't miss out on any of the characters and situations 🫶🏻