Richard raped his friend Paul in a barn but when Landers asked about it, the guitarist said that it was just his own fun. He wanted him and then rejected him, he tried to forget him by falling for Schneider... but his heart still wanted him. MxM fanfiction... so YOU ARE WARNED!! 20 chapters/hidden chapters All rights are for the writer "BecauseRammstein" on DeviantArt

Flake sees him and is inspired. He finds himself in a boring boarding school, but this man, fascinates him, and inspires him to push forward on his keyboard. Till notices Flake watching, and has an idea. Meanwhile, Paul and Richard can't help but see their musical skills, and suggest something to Doom and Ollie. (If this description sucks, I apologize, but my writings should still be entertaining and intriguing to you). (Cover art belongs to @kreiq98, and there is mild language and references, just due to the fact that they are in fact high schoolers in the au)

💙He was my everything, and I was so scared of losing him. He would break my heart if he left, but in that moment.. Being with him again, I didn't care about that. I just cared about him. Ace. The man who had completely stolen my heart. And that was ok.💚💚 *I don't own the cover art/band gorillaz/characters in this story thing. I felt I had to clarify that lmao.* **I'm not exactly sure how this is gonna go, I literally haven't written anything in so long.? This is gonna be interesting.... But it's mostly for fun. I'm gonna try and finish it as well, because I don't want anyone to get into it and then it's like, "UpDaTeD iN 2016" and you're just like "lmao oH". Also I'm good with suggestions for chapter ideas if anyone wants to put some in the comments or whatever. The chapters are gonna be short most likely, but I'll try to write them in a tolerable way. (Sorry if some things aren't completely accurate with the actual band((even though 2doc itself isn't accurate *violent coughing*)) I have a wandering mind)** ***SMUT AND CUSSING WARNING. This is going to start with Ace and 2D being a thing sorta, and Murdoc can't do anything about it because lol he's in jail. 2D and Murdoc had a fling going on, but Murdoc didn't want it official. SOOO by the time he got arrested 2D was completely over it, right? So in comes Ace and boom. He's a cleaner(take this how you want) version of Murdoc. You're gonna have a lot of unanswered questions reading this, and I'm so sorry but I swear it'll make sense eventually.***

Paul H. Landers finally got the courage to get divorced from his ex-wife Arielle. Now he temporaryly moved in with his best friend and band mate Richard Z. Kruspe. Over some time they start to feel and act different around eachother, but Paul still struggles with his ex and Richard tries to drown every problem in drugs. The only thing keeping them stable are their bandmates "Flake", "Doom", Till Lindemann and Oliver Riedel, together they are Rammstein. Will they pull themselves together? Or are they going to rip everything apart? DISCLAIMER: This story is FICTIONAL (!!!!!), I am not trying to assume any romantic or sexual relationship between any of the bandmembers, neither am I trying to oversexualize them, as I am aware of the fact, that they are real people. Now there will be some true facts throughout the story, BUT they will be ripped out of the context and time, they happened in reality (they are not comparible). Also, I have to inform you, that there will be a !TW! on the whole story, so if you are triggered easily by the topics of: selfharm, suicide, drugs or nudity - please think twice, if you want to read this story. Short information (not necesary): English is not my first language, so if there are any mistakes or a misunderstanding, please let me know, same goes for questions about/of the story - if you don't understand something just let me know in the comments. As I already mentioned as well, there will be SMUT in this story - well now I am asexual and do not understand much of that stuff. So if you do not like my writing style for this, just skip it, its not necessary for the characters or the story. So, that's pretty much it, one last request: please be respectful and behave decently. Other than that - Have fun reading!

Paul and Richard have finally accepted their mutual feelings and are getting closer and closer, but many outside factors will make their relationship falter. We are at the end of the year 1997 the album Sensucht has just released and all this complicates for the two guitarists ..