Somehow, Shizuo got stuck... In the past! And, even more surprising, Izaya's past! It's quite messed up, and definitely not what Shizuo had expected. (Completed)

Pairing: Shizuo x Izaya (Durarara!!) Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort *I do not own Durarara, the characters belonged to their respective owner, Ryohgo Narita* --- In the darkness he seeked for an answer. Memories replayed, dreams surfaced. His vision numbing, lights disappearing as the darkness engulfed him completely, leaving him in a despair of his sinful eyes.

The day Shizuo smokes his last cigarette. Finally all that nicotine got to him. Hitting him hard from years of cigarettes and of all people. He gets stuck with Izaya who has to look after him.

Izaya's time is running out. But, before he go, He want to hear the one he loves to say those three words. Even though, they were just lies. Or are they..?

NOTICE: this book isn't being discontinued, but more like rewritten completely. It will be posted on my AO3, but that's along time coming due to the fact I am writing another Shizaya book that is my priority. Please understand If Shizuo could wipe someone from the face of the earth, it would be Izaya. The smirk, the laugh, and the way he speaks buzzes in Shizuo's head, annoying him from the moment he wakes up to the second he lays down. Shizuo has had enough; he wants the louse dead. If anything, if he could just erase the memory of his voice, he is sure it is good enough. Shinra seemes to know a thing or two. Does that mean Shinra wanted him gone too? "Knock knock Beautiful. The real world isn't a fucking fairytale." READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED: strong language, sexual themes, and minor gay relationships. Some elements in this book might be offending to some people. Also contains blood, suicidal thoughts, and non consensual sex in later chapters.