After your only parent dies, you are left aimless and depressed. You unknowingly wander onto a murder scene where you see the most handsome stranger clad in red... You decide that you have to see him again, and there's only one way to do that... In this fanfic, you'll explore a side of yourself you never knew you had. The insanity of your need for love will guide you through a murderous and romantic quest for a certain reaper... ^^^^I only added this to help with some confusion over murder and such, not to be overly dramatic. Disclaimer- I don't own Black Butler or any of it's characters, only the story plot, which is completely made up by me.

Marie wanted to be as good as her mother wanted. Since her older brother was diagnosed with autism, she is considered the family's "normal" child. She thus feels she must be perfect in every way, which soon turns out to be a haunting task. Desperate for love and to make sense of her mother's contradictory behaviors and spiritual changes (from her mother's infidelities and alcoholism to a strict religious cult, and back again), Marie starts a friendship with a make belief friend, Ana. Ana is beautiful, loving, all-knowing and lives in an older version of Marie's house. Ana is the best friend one could hope for...that is until she encourages you to pursue a life threatening path. A book loosely based on my life: my relationship with my mother, my father, my autistic brother and my sister; my life in a cult; and my battle with anorexia. Nevertheless, this book is a work of fiction (imaginary friend, haunted house, mystical creatures, paranormal, etc).