"promiscuous girl, wherever you are, I'm all alone, and it's you that I want." "promiscuous boy, you already know, that I'm all yours, what you waiting for?" - . . "what if I kissed you right now?" "you know you can't." . . you're an eighteen year old girl, the main vocalist and most popular/favourited member of your band 'Astral Crown' which began in 2005. you met another famous band that same year, Tokio hotel and three years later (2008) became romantically close with a specific member of Tokio hotel, Tom kaulitz. however, everyone else doesn't want you two together because you are both labelled as promiscuous people that are no good for eachother and can't be seen in a serious relationships due to your various past relationships. your manager and other fellow band members believe that it would ruin you and the bands reputation and disapprove of the idea of you two together. what problems will you and Tom face because of your feelings for eachother? will you hide it or confess? will you get together and announce your relationship publicly or keep it behind closed doors? what does it lead to and how does it end? . . . . . . CONTAINS SMUT, ALCOHOL USE, DRUG USE, SEXU@LIZATION, SEXU@L HARASSMENT, DEPRESSION, BIPOLAR DISORDER, AND MORE!!

TW this book contains sensitive topics. Read at you're own risk. Tokyo, seems like the best place to have a little vacation! But for me, it was pure hell. Hi, my name is Evie, my best friend, Maddy decided to go to Tokyo for a vacation. The same night we were there we went out for pizza, that same night we met the most feared gang in Tokyo. Tom, the gang leader had a obsession with me. He kidnapped me and claimed me as his, his "pet" . That's what the girls were called, "pets" Tom was a sick guy, he made me do things I didn't want to do. He was also very confusing, he would be sweet at times but then turn into the devil himself. His love was twisted and sick. He would fight with me when he wanted to, he would push me around when he felt like it. He would leave scars on my body, ruin my mental health. - To the other girls he seemed like a dream guy, a guy who drove a sexy car and had a cool gang, the type to treat you like a princess, but no. He's the devil. This is my story of a never ending nightmare. (Book inspired by "my living nightmare")

My life wasn't the best, but it wasn't bad. I think it could have stayed that way if maybe I hadn't met him. Tom. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes that could make any girl do anything, be anything for him. There was this.. darkness to him. You couldn't help but let yourself be absorbed by it, or by the idea of him. You sort of just.. hope. Hope that you never have to go back to that life that wasn't the best.. until you realize that maybe it was the best you ever had before having met him. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel

tom & bill kaulitz is the most admired men in tokyo but they only had their eyes at one particular woman which is elizabeth, they both kidnap her as they make her fall in love with them. but in the end she could only choose one lucky guy to be with her. who will she choose? we both sat down on the top of the cliff looking at the amazing view, he looked at me placing his hand on my teary face "don't cry darling it's okay" he whispered wiping my tears off my face using his thumb. "you found your love you found the love of your life.. enjoy it okay?" he quietly said to me "i hope we'll meet again" i smiled at him as we both looked at the shinning star on the midnight glaze i knew we couldn't be together.. i found my man i found the love of my life and i could only have one. i sighed and looked to him as he hugged me tightly "i'm gonna miss you" he said with a hurt tone i knew he was hurt but i couldn't control it. he slowly pushed back to speak to me, he opened his mouth to say something "𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵, 𝓲𝓼𝓷𝓽 𝓲𝓽?" . . . . . . . 12th on tokio hotel- 12/5/2023 2rd on tom kaulitz- 12/27/2023 14th in tokio hotel- 11/24/2023 . . . *WARNING* (this book contains: Abuse,Rape, major sex scenes) you've been warned!

idk what goes on in the story anymore but i love it sooooooo shit urself. also check my new stories out they ve up on my page This takes place in leipzig,Germany in 2004 - 2023 BTW I GOT VERY MIXED UP IN THE YRS SO LETS JS SAY BILL IS 14 IN 2004 IM SORRY GUYS IF YALL GET CONFUSED ALSO NOT PROOFREAD AND NO SMUT.ALSO I UPLOAD EVERY DAY I THINK OR LIKE LOTS A DAY YK.OMG ALSO INSPIRATION FROM THE STORY TELESCOPE ITS LIT MY FAV STORY RN.