Kaminari Denki, class 1A's resident electric boy who is happy and energetic. That is the Kaminari on the outside, but what about inside? What really goes on in his life and what are the thoughts running around in his head? What happens when something happens which causes the class to turn on him? What will he do when he has hit rock bottom and is breaking down to the point where it is practically impossible for him to get back up on his own? Will there be anybody out there who cares for Kaminari and wants to pull him back up into the beautiful ray of sunshine he is? Ships so far in the book - Shinkami - Kiribaku - Erasermic The warnings in the description will grow as I write more chapters. WARNING Story includes (so far) - Suicidal thoughts - Talk about not eating - Talk about suicidal actions - Suicide - Swearing (Mainly because of Bakugou)

Todoroki attempts to hide his eating disorder from his friends and from himself. Not wanting to accept that he needs help, Todoroki denies that anything is wrong with him and ends up sinking further into his depression. But what happens when Midoriya begins to notice the signs of Todoroki's eating disorder? [Completed on 03/31/23. #1 in todoroki on 01/26/23. #1 in dekutodo on 01/28/23 #1 in todorokixdeku on 12/28/24.] ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Self-harm ▪︎ Panic attacks ⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

**MAY BE SENSITIVE TO READERS** Contains: - depression - PTSD - anxiety/panic attacks - suicidal thoughts - self-harm - physical abuse - verbal abuse - disturbing thoughts - smoking/vaping - suicidal attempts - drinking - etc. **DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS CONTENT OR CONTENT RELATED TO THIS! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED** DESCRIPTION: Shoto Todoroki suffers from mental disorders and he struggles to keep himself from hurting himself.