Addiction is everlasting. There's no end, there's no reprieve. There is no getting better. You fail and you fall and you remake mistakes. But you're stronger for it. Being an addict doesn't mean you're weak, you're only weak if you let it make you as much. All you can do is fight, learn, be stronger from it. Find new addictions in better things, find addiction in love, in exercise, in poetry. Find a new addiction in being better. I had to take it into my own hands guys, there are ZERO phobe fanfics out there and if they are then GIVE ME THEM. Anyway, please enjoy what I intend to be a heartbreakingly gay love story. phoebe x fem!reader

moon is a girl living with her Dad in a flat. Her life is pretty average and unfulfilled until she meets clairo. But will her parents understand?

~some things you just can't speak about.~ // hazel eloise finley's old english and frankly quite pretentious name was never released to public whenever she survived the shooting at her high school. not even after the paramedics took her away with a severe bullet wound to the calf or even whenever she drug and hopped herself outside for medical attention afterwards either. only known as the jane doe that survived a school shooting, and the years of physical therapy, permanent nerve damage and chronic pain proved to be the least of her worries. it took years of therapy, hospitalizations, and prescriptions for her to even feel ready to start college after high school. and whenever she did, much like her name, she was determined to bury it. despite the trauma she went on to become one of the most gifted music majors enrolled at the prestigious university in Nashville, TN, an honors student, a residential advisor, and slowly making her way to the student council someday. Though just coming into her sophomore year, a heavily tattooed literature major transfers into the room across from hers that throws everything off track. Julien Rose Baker infuriated her at first, not only because her friends and roommates were loud and obnoxious and stayed up all hours of the night playing loud music and probably doing anything but studying, but because she was better than her, in every sense of the word. sight reading music without missing a beat or a note, shredding her guitar in nearly every practice room, leaving most professors in awe of her vocal range, and not to mention the writings of hers read during some of the english classes the two shared. it was jealousy at its finest. though whenever an unexpected turn of events leaves hazel almost having no choice but to be vulnerable, something else besides avoiding her dorm neighbor might turn into something else. ~ TW for gun violence, ptsd, anxiety, depression, etc...

Emory is a quiet girl. She stays mostly to herself and spends a lot of her time with her best friend Billie. She's been through a lot in her life. Losing her mom at a young age and then being raised by an alcoholic father has been far from easy. She is currently a psychology student and hopes to go into the field to help people who have had similar struggles to her. Julien is a part of her band Boygenius with her two best friends Lucy and Phoebe. She is pretty reserved until she's performing. Emory and Julien meet while attending the same party. Julien was there to perform, and Emory was just dragged there by her friends. What the two don't realize is they both grew up in the same area. They've never crossed paths, until now.

Elizabeth (Betty) and Julien had dated for years. The two of them met in college and planned to marry each other one day. But when Julien's music career picked up, their relationship took a turn for the worse. Julien focused a lot of her attention on her solo music and her contribution to her band with her two best friends Lucy and Phoebe. Before the first Boygenius tour, Julien decided to break off their five-year relationship. Betty was left heartbroken and fell into a dangerous down spiral. Her best friend Gracie worried for her as she watched her friend not only physically but mentally deteriorate. Betty was forced to get help, which saved her and helped her realize that she was okay with being alone. But years later, Betty has to see Julien when she finds out Boygenius is playing a show near her. What she didn't know was that Julien wanted her back. Regretting the past and how she threw away their relationship. But would Betty take her back? Would it even work?

After rebuilding her life, Magnolia Waters was still trying to grasp the concept of having someone love her. The actions of Tina Jong, her best friend, allowed her to have a chance. Tina knew that Julien Baker and her band, Boygenius were gonna play an acoustic set at the record shop the next day so she got the girl's number for Magnolia. Will the distance between them matter? Or will they be able to make things work? {might contain triggering topics, stay safe ❤️}