I was an addict but I never thought I would get addicted to you, but as soon as our eyes meet I was stuck, blinded by your beauty. I knew life would end with you. Trigger warnings Drug-, alcohol abuse, overdose, suic!de, self harm, body image

↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of societal norms. The weeks proceed and the former tension dissipates when an unforeseen diagnosis throws the 16-year-old's family into great turmoil. Will she be able to cope with the situation with the help of Billie? Will she find enough trust in her to make veiled references about her critical past? And most importantly, how soon will they discern that their feelings could be more than just those of a regular friendship? 𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗼 - 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 gxg high school romance | trigger warnings mentioned in '000' achieved: #1 in teenissues 03/14/21 #1 in problematic 03/15/21 #1 in awareness 03/17/21 #2 in lesbian 05/21/21 #1 in lgbt 05/22/21 #1 in mental 08/29/22 #1 in illness 05/05/23 100k reads - 12/23/21 200k reads - 03/21/23 300k reads - 10/13/24

Imagine writing a fan fiction about Billie Eilish just to find out she's read it. Ember's entire life flips upside down when she receives a DM from someone regarding her fanfiction about Billie Eilish. This book will contain: -Suicidal thoughts -Self-Harm -Depression -Homophobia -Language -Smut achieved 2 in #billieeilish 1 in #billie 2 in #bil 1 in #bils 2 in #eilish

When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. Depression Anxiety Eating disorder Self-harm gxg Achieved 🥈 in #billieeilish 🥈 in #gxg 🥇 in #eilish

{rewritten version of 'different' } lowercase intended "i could never hurt you" billie paused for a moment. thinking carefully about her next set of words. "not when i feel like i'm falling in love with you" achieved; #1 in thiller #1 in bellyache #1 billiefanfic #2 in eilish #2 in billiefanfiction #1 oconnell

Billie smirks and squeezes my hand, leaning into my ear, 'Dont worry, I don't bite,' she pauses and my breath hitches, 'unless you want me to.' My eyes widen and my face goes pale, 'Wh-what's that supposed to mean?' Billie chuckles, 'You'll find out soon enough, I can already tell you're questioning.' The bell for the end of lunch rings, and Billie picks up her journal, walking to her next class. Questioning what? In this book, Billie is the quiet girl at school, but she takes a special liking to you... #1 in #billie (12/23/22) #1 in #gxg (12/24/22) #1 in #girlxgirl (12/24/22) Completed! (1/26/23)

Carmen and Billie meet in unfortunate circumstances, but Billie is determined to make Carmen fall for her. When Carmen is kidnapped, everything changes. Currently editing! TW: - DRUGS/ALCOHOL - R*PE/SEXUAL ASSAULT - LANGUAGE - ABUSE MOST IMPRESSIVE RANKINGS: #1 IN BLOHSH #1 IN BILLEEILISH #1 IN BILLIEEILISHFANFIC #2 IN COLLEGEFANFIC #4 IN LESBIANFANFIC

*PLEASEEE DONT READ THIS IT WAS MY FIRST BOOK ND ITS TRASHHH* Brianna has a hard life as it is especially with Billie being her bully. What will happen when she starts to fall for her bully? (This story contains self harm, eating disorders, smut and other things...I will put a trigger warning before...if I forget to then I suggest you not read this book.)

You didn't believe in heaven or hell but what happens when you discover satan's real and he has a daughter? G!P A Y/N story TW: mentions of gore?, abuse, smut etc. Completed.

billie finds herself falling for someone she doesn't want to fall for. and though she may be able to land the girl, can she actually save her? is it worth it?