After Johnny's death finally sinks in to Ponyboy, Pony realizes that it's his fault (Or so he thinks). He finds a new use for those switchblades...

Tommy and his friends are ecstatic to finally meet in person, but that excitement dies out shortly after they realize that the always happy, overly confident boy they thought they knew was more of a persona than a personality. TW: self harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder